Prologue

During my off-stream phone meeting with Suzuki-san, I brought up the Sei-sama matter right away. “Suzuki-san, have you heard about Sei-sama’s monetization being revoked?”

“Of course I have—it’s been the talk of the whole office lately.”

“How does it look?” I asked. “Will she get it back soon?”

“Mm...” she groaned in thought. “It’s embarrassing to say, but we just don’t know yet. Even Live-On isn’t that deeply connected to YoTube, after all. But we’re working with Sei-san to think of ways to get it back as soon as possible.”

Hmm, I thought. If they’re having to think of ways, they must not be sure what to do. I guess this is a first for Live-On, huh?

“Her streaming style is especially extreme,” she continued, “so she must have brushed up against one of YoTube’s guidelines. If she wants to discuss something with you, I’d like it if you supported her.”

“Naturally,” I said.

She laughed. “That was one cool answer. Sei-san really has been blessed with good friends. Shion-san in particular has been like a storm, wanting to get this resolved quickly.”

“Ah, sweet tee-tee to my ears.”

“It’s just...” She paused. “It seems like a rift of sorts is forming between the two of them.”

“A rift? What do you mean?”

Suzuki-san’s voice took on a worried color. “Shion-san is the type who prefers to act. Sei-san, however, doesn’t seem very enthusiastic about her efforts.”

“Really? Actually, now that you mention it, when I heard about all of this, I called her. She didn’t sound very out of sorts.”

“She’s been very noncommittal about the whole thing—like she’d love it if her monetization returned, but if not, then it would be no skin off her back... She’s just not the type of person who will voluntarily rely on others. She just sent a message to all the other Livers too, saying not to worry about her too much and to keep on streaming as usual.”

“Right... I mean, I’ll be worried about her regardless. But if she says so, maybe we really shouldn’t interfere too much.”

“Perhaps not... I believe we should watch and see for now. Her manager—they’ve been together for a long time—says she’s seemed hesitant and unsure about something, so if we make any sudden moves, we may make things worse.”

Unsure about something... I thought. At first, you might think that wasn’t like her. But I could understand taking her current attitude.

“Still,” Suzuki-san went on, sounding troubled, “we don’t know what Shion-san will do. Like I said, she views this as a major threat to her genmate.”

Those two had always seemed like such good friends. I was worried they’d end up having some sort of disagreement because of all this.

“I doubt much will come of it,” said Suzuki-san. “Nekoma-san is with them—she knows them much better than I do, and is better at handling the two of them. Still, you’re close with the two of them as well, right? I know I’m asking a lot, but if you could keep an eye out...”

“Oh, um, sure thing!”

“Thank you so much. Why don’t we discuss our own work now?”

The topic had me really concerned, but my own streaming activities had to proceed as normal. Managing to pull my mind away, I began discussing work-related matters with her.

Kusoge with Nekoma-senpai

The very day after coming back from my sleepover with Alice-chan, Nekoma-senpai invited me to do a collab stream with her—today!

Sei-sama had resumed her streaming schedule last night, which was a load off my mind as this collab approached. After all, streams were always more fun for the viewers when the streamer was earnest and enthusiastic about them.

Anyway, time to start today’s stream!

“Nya-nyaaan! I’m Nekoma, and I’m going to introduce some of the greatest filth stuck to the the annals of human history to all my owners out there! And today, we have a special guest!”

“Good evening, everyone. Another nice, light snow is falling today. I’m Awayuki Kokorone.”

: ｷﾀ――(ﾟ∀ﾟ)――!!! Awayuki-chan is here!!!

: We let the cat out to hunt, but I think she came back with some StroZero?

: no, it's not shuwa-chan, it's awa-chan. she came back with a perfectly beautiful and seiso lady!

: And lo, the owners all rejoiced

“You know,” I said, “now that I think about it, I’ve been in your chat before, or taken part in bigger collaboration projects. But this is our first one-on-one collab! What do you think of my ultimate charisma, Nekoma-senpai? It’s even got Hareru-senpai’s seal of approval!”

“Hmm... Well, I’m certainly getting that flehmen response. I smell a terrible scent trying to entice me!”

“Right? I knew you’d agree! Please do your best not to let yourself be seduced by this seiso scent of mine! By the way, what’s a flehmen response again?”

“It’s a physiological phenomenon that mainly happens when certain animals like cats smell something smelly!”

“I’m going to punch you.”

“But I’m a rare animal! If you punch me, Boss might show up.”

“Oh, just give it to me straight, doc! She’d execute me for that.”

“Nya?! Not even I drew the connection between Boss showing up and you getting executed!”

Anyway, to give a simple reintroduction of Nekoma Hirune-senpai: she was a little catgirl who, for some reason, looked at all of the wondrous, beautiful things the human race has produced, and instead decided to love shitty games—called kusoge—and shitty movies, the likes of which could be considered blemishes on the very history of mankind, above all else. And that definitely makes her fit in pretty well with Live-On, huh...

She usually did streams where she introduced the aforementioned things she liked to her “owners”—the viewers—but it was always more entertaining having someone else around to react to them. So she sometimes invited a guest, which was why I was here today.

Not only was I one hundred percent sure already that she’d be showing me something totally awful, but this was one of my liver-resting days. I wasn’t super into this, but I couldn’t turn down an offer from one of the senpais I looked up to—I’d been too gleeful about it. I’ll just have to do my best, I thought. And there was something I wanted to ask her about, so this is the perfect chance. I’ll wait until the stream’s over.

“Anyway, enough of the intros,” said Nekoma-senpai. “Let’s jump right in! Boy, do I have a video game to show you, Awayuki-chan!”

“Really hoping it’s a godlike game,” I muttered.

“It is, of course, a kusoge!”

“...You know, there’s still time to switch to Animal Kart or something. I’m pretty sure that would be much more fun.”

“No can do, Awayuki-chan. My body cannot be satisfied by anything but kusoge anymore.”

“What kind of weird body is that?”

“I don’t want to hear it from the one whose personality does a one-eighty when she goes crazy consuming StroZero!”

: Live-On must pick people based on whether they go crazy consuming something

: Interviewer: Please tell me your reason for wanting to join us and also what you go crazy consuming

: lol

: Then would you prefer a shitty movie ma'am?

“No,” I insisted. “I’m trying to get away from the shit part. That would be the same thing...”

: what about a porno then? I'm sure that would make you happy

: How to get banned in one easy step

: Nobody ever learns lmao, her genmate JUST got her monetization revoked

: they'd be fine with it if you told them it was a video of animals mating, right? probably. maybe? actually idk

: I hope they're animal girls, like Nekoma

: Nekoma could smile at a nyan-nyan video of her own race, and everyone would be happy

“Nya-nya! That might satisfy Awayuki-chan, but it wouldn’t satisfy me! Besides, animal-girl adult videos are basically just a form of cosplay anyway!”

: No, those actresses have real ears and tails! That's what gives the videos such high fap-worthiness

“Nya-nya?! Whoever just said that, you need to submit that video to the world. For science. This is no time to be fapping!”

“My, what a vulgar conversation this is! How appalling! How very astonishing!”

“I can send you to the labs too, if you want.”

: it’ll be the discovery of the century lmao

: Since it’s an AV, it’ll be both the discovery of the century and the discovery of the sin-tury

“Back to the topic at hand,” said Nekoma-senpai. “Awayuki-chan, this is going to be a kusoge like always, but it’ll be a little bit different from the ones I usually show off.”

“Wait, really?” I said. “How is it different?”

“First, I’ll have to tell you a little story...”

“No thanks.”

“Don’t all jump at once! Awayuki-chan, you basically just did the same thing as if you’d said ‘no thanks’ to Hareru’s super-emotional speech at the live concert! You’d get booed by the audience big-time! And Hareru would be so sad she’d burst into tears!”

“Is this going to be ‘super-emotional’ like hers was, then?”

“Nya-nya! You won’t even know what hit you when I’m finished! It’ll hit you just as hard as AIR’s final episode! When she reaches her goal!”

“That would hit hard. Maybe I should have brought StroZero with me so I don’t die of dehydration from crying.”

: awayuki-chan is in her "no" phase and I love it

: They grow up so fast

: Hareru: The name is "About Me." Please listen!

: Awayuki: No thanks.

: Hareru: ?!

: just imagining it is cracking me up XD

: The audience would probably throw empty StroZero cans at her

: Please don't take empty cans of booze to a concert like you would a penlight

: Any "about me" when it comes to Nekoma is gonna be shit

“Listen here, Awayuki-chan,” she said. “Ever since being attracted to the deepest, darkest filth everyone wishes would remain buried, I’ve been enjoying kusoge and kuso-movies from all over the world, from all time periods.”

“Yes, I’m well aware,” I told her. “I’m sorry for your loss.”

“Sorry for my... Right, well, anyway. To tell you the truth, I feel like I’m reaching a breaking point.”

“A breaking point?”

“Well, more like I’ve done it all by now. I obviously haven’t enjoyed every shitty movie and game out there, but I’ve gone through every single well-known one. And in this business, if something is well-known, that means it’s got really great shit factors. I could go looking for more obscure ones, but they all feel too normal compared to the famous ones. They lack that spark that really gets me, you know? Obviously new stuff comes out all the time—the chain of filth must continue. But the big hits like Last Sword don’t show up every single year. Movies are one thing, but with development costs rising due to advancements in video game technology, you can’t even set foot into the business without a ton of commitment and preparation! To be honest, I can play modern kusoge like any other game.”

“It’d be weirder if you wouldn’t be able to play it like any other game.”

“But I love kusoge just as much as I love kuso-movies! The pain of being forced to watch an awful movie, of not being able to tear your eyes away from it—that’s wonderful. But having to actively set foot into the pain of a kusoge of your own volition? It’s positively sensual... I don’t want to see kusoge die out. I want their history of filth to continue on for eternity...”

“Not listening...”

“And that’s why I’ve been lamenting the future of my beloved kusoge genre. But one day, my love must have reached God, for I had a shocking revelation from the man upstairs himself! It felt like a lightning bolt had struck me in the head!”

“Really? What revelation was it?”

“That if I didn’t have enough kusoge in my life, I could just make it myself, nya!!!”

“Going a bit heavy on the catnip there, aren’t we?”

“W-Wait, what? That’s weird. That was the most moving part of the entire thing. That’s not how you were supposed to react. What about your goal?!”

“Goal? You’re weirding me out so much that you’re forcing me to walk in the opposite direction. And now you’re wondering where I’m going?”

“You have very odd sensitivities, Awayuki-chan.”

“Right back at you. It’s like you learned nothing from how Hareru-senpai talked about herself!”

“Could you pretend to be her for a moment then?”

“Sure. Ahem. ♪────♪”

“Oh, yeah, that’s right! That’s how she was! Phew! Live-On’s first-genner sure is cool!”

Hareru Asagiri: Nooooooo!!! Please, nooooo!!! Don't expose me for all the world to seeeeeeee!!!

: lmaooo

: Hareru-chan!

: HAHA what an amazing mental unison attack. Harerun is so cute when she's embarrassed

: ah yes, the rare but valuable True Harerun Embarrassment

: It's basically her only weakness

: The fact that Awayuki-chan practices this joke so much to bully Harerun just shows how close they are, i love it fr

: just say no to drugs!

Is she just here by sheer coincidence? I thought.

“Anyway,” said Nekoma-senpai, “movies would be a little outside our abilities, but even I should be able to make a free game, since I won’t profit off of it! That’s my thinking! And naturally, since I’d be making it myself, I wanted to make it the kind of game I would enjoy...”

“Something you would enjoy? W-Wait, no!”

“And now it’s finally time to explain what we’ll be doing for this stream! You, Awayuki-chan, are going to be playing the kusoge that I put all my heart and soul into!” announced Nekoma-senpai, sounding like she’d been waiting to finally say it.

I, on the other hand, felt the blood drain from my face. “Hold on a minute, Nekoma-senpai! All you said was that we’d be playing a kusoge today! This isn’t what you promised!”

“Yep. You’re going to play a kusoge that I made. I didn’t tell any lies.”

“I... That’s...”

“Sweet! Anyway, Awayuki-chan, it’s time to start the game!”

“I... I don’t want to! Any game you created is sure to be the filthiest electronic trash the world has ever seen!”

“Wow, tell me how you really feel... You call this seiso?”

Whether I liked it or not, the game screen came up on my monitor. It seemed this was where the mischief-loving cat would get her engine started—well, actually, she’d been messing with me for a while now.

From this moment on, until the end of the stream, I expected to be pelted with a merciless stream of unexpected nonsense. I straightened up in my chair, unwilling to cave under the pressure, and pepped myself up.

Watch me, Hareru-senpai! Live-On has made my mind strong! I’ll be able to clear some dumb kusoge in the blink of an eye!

...Wait. How many times am I going to use the word “kuso” in my sentences...?

“Here’s the game I’d like you to play today: Nekoma Quest!”

The game title came up, and Nekoma-senpai excitedly read it out loud, sounding like she just couldn’t wait a single moment longer. That’s a pretty, um, fantastic background and title. Feels like I’ve seen it somewhere before...

“Isn’t this the super-famous Dragon-whatever RPG?” I asked.

“Nya ha ha! I guess it’s obvious what it’s based on,” she said. “Yep, I lifted the entire top-down 2D RPG system from there. But it’s fine! It doesn’t matter how famous the original is, because you can rest assured that I’ve made it into a right and proper kusoge!”

“That just makes me more worried... Also, an RPG? Will we have enough time for it?” RPGs usually tended to be these long adventures that took a while to finish. I had the very streamer-like concern of not being able to show off the game’s charms—stains?—even if I were to start playing now.

But based on Nekoma’s reaction, I doubted there would be a problem. “Nah!” she said. “It’s an RPG, but it’s really short. You could probably beat it in a little over an hour if you just play normally. After all, this is the first game I’ve ever created. I couldn’t make it super intricate or anything.”

“I see. Well, it is very much a relief to hear that my suffering won’t last very long.”

“W-Wait, I thought you were worried about the stream going too long... Well, whatever. The game’s a little experimental, since it’s my first one. It’s not really a true kusoge—more like a bakage or something. A parody of all the kusoge I like, with some original elements thrown in. I made it with RPG Creator, but even then it was seriously a ton of work...”

“I wish you’d spend that kind of effort on something else, but... I don’t see anything strange so far. Though I guess if the title screen were weird, I’d smash my computer screen before even starting the game.”

“Don’t! Your monitor has done so much for you! At least uninstall it instead!”

: I want to play Nekoma's game too!

: pls release to public!

: It's probably got some extreme virus in it

: a virus from nekoma??? talk about a reward! i want her to mess me er my PC up so bad I can't even restart it anymore

: Nekoma's owners seem a little too well-trained...

: Why's the owner being disciplined?

: I remembered this when you mentioned viruses. One time, I had this laptop that I didn't have any antivirus on. It got basically every virus out there, and ended up like a big virus nursery. ￥500

: wh...what...

: lmao, raising computer viruses? what a novel idea

“Also, this BGM is kind of really good?” I remarked. The song playing on the title screen was a simple looping melody, but it was really calming and catchy. I wanted to keep listening to it. “Is it a free BGM from the internet?”

“Nope! It’s an original song made by Hareru just for this game!”

“What?!” I exclaimed without meaning to at the unexpected revelation. “Hareru-senpai composed you a song?!”

“Sure did! I asked, and she did it in one night!”

“She composed a song for this excrement you produced?!”

“Your insults are getting dirtier and dirtier, nya!”

Hareru Asagiri: Yay!

: This is what we call throwing genius down the drain

: awa-chan's insult made it sound like nekoma took a crap on stream lmao

: I mean she's sitting next to someone who barfed on stream. A little crap is fine right?

: Our oshi really is filthy, huh?

: XD

Hareru Asagiri: The song's name is Prebulululululewd.

: the name sounds like something you could flush down a toilet.

I was wondering why Hareru-senpai was here! I can’t believe she was in on this whole thing! She’s planning on getting a kick out of me flipping out at this kusoge, same as Nekoma-senpai!

I take back everything I said about wanting you to watch me! Do not watch! Go home!

...I’ll go into her chat next time and have my revenge, I swear it.

“A lot of kusoge have weirdly good music in them, after all!” Nekoma-senpai went on. “I’m very thankful for Hareru’s support!”

“I can’t. My straight-man game won’t last long enough. I’m just gonna start the game...” Steeling myself, I pressed the “New Game” button.

The screen went all black, and then it began to play a video. In the middle, a strange light appeared, expanding and retracting as if pulsating.

“Is this...the opening of the game?” I asked hesitantly.

“That’s right!”

I watched as the light’s pulsing grew weaker. Eventually, it stopped for a few seconds, but then suddenly exploded, filling up the screen with light. And when that light cleared, a vast, top-down view of the game screen greeted my eyes.

“That was a pretty interesting opening... I wonder if it’s foreshadowing something.”

“Nya ha ha ha!” Nekoma-senpai laughed and didn’t say anything.

Does it mean there’s a story in here? I wondered. That would give me a little motivation to finish the game, but I don’t know...

: That light... I feel like I've seen it before...

: Romance... Unfair... Old man... Urgh, my head!

“Oh, I can move now,” I said. “Am I in a town?”

“The game’s finally begun!” Nekoma-senpai announced. “If you go up, there’s a castle. Go there first and ask the king what the point of the story is.”

“Normally, I’d be excited to. But knowing this is a kusoge, I really am not sure I feel up to it... Can I go down instead?”

“I mean, sure, but that brings you out of the town.”

“Is there a problem with that?”

“If you go outside without talking to the king and setting the flag, the game will freeze.”

“It’ll freeze?!”

“Yup!”

“In a way, the starting town is more dangerous than Wall Maria. I’m surprised it’s that bad... But that’s a bug, isn’t it? Just fix it, will you?”

“I put it in on purpose.”

“I’m going to shove your tail so far up your ass.”

“Nya nya?! Your insults are turning into threats! You’re just fighting poison with more poison now!”

“Maybe for you, but for me, I’m the only one being poisoned here! I don’t have automatic poison-healing properties, you know.”

I suddenly felt like going on a huge complaining rant, but since all I really had to do was go talk to the king, I quieted down and headed to the castle.

“Did Hareru-senpai write the town BGM too?” I asked.

“No, everything else is a free one. I couldn’t exactly force Hareru to write all of them.”

“You must have had to outright grovel to get her to write even one song for this.”

“Hareru actually suggested composing it. I told her I wanted to make a game, and she was like, then I’ll make a song!”

“I guess there’s a thin line between geniuses and idiots...”

I got there without any real problems on the way. To sum up what the king told me, there was a demon lord threatening the world, and he wanted a powerful hero to defeat him. You know, your totally basic plotline. It left me wondering how to even react to it.

“Nya nya. You can go outside the town now!”

“All right, then. Time to leave the walls.”

I headed straight out the town’s exit, and the screen turned black. The town wasn’t seamlessly linked to the rest of the world, so maybe the world map was about to come up.

The black continued for five seconds...then ten...

“Umm...” I said. “Did the game freeze? It’s just sitting here on a black screen...”

“Nope, that’s just the loading time!”

“I see...”

After another twenty seconds of waiting, color finally returned to the screen.

“Hey, there’s the world map!” said Nekoma-senpai.

After seeing how long that had taken to load, I had a bad feeling. “Umm, there’s something I want to try. Can I go back into town?”

“Nya? Sure, I don’t see why not!”

With Nekoma-senpai’s permission, I went back into town. I had thought that maybe the world map had taken a while to load because it was the first time, but this was a Nekoma-made game. So maybe...

The screen turned black again, and an empty silence followed, confirming my suspicions.

Five seconds... Ten seconds...

I took a deep breath.“Nekoma-senpai?”

“Nya?”

“These shitty load times—do they happen every time?”

“Yup.”

“You did it on purpose?”

“Yup.”

“Ah, I see. I understand. Great! I’ll see you in court.”

“Whoa, your anger went all the way back around to being seiso, huh? That’s kinda terrifying.”

“Why wouldn’t I be angry?! We’re streamers, remember?! Are we supposed to be just chatting away every time a black loading screen comes up for thirty solid seconds?! I guess I’d be able to, but having to go back and forth between that and the actual game would be just exhausting! Tamori-san is about the only one who could pull it off with ease!”

“Nya fu fu! A black screen, eh? Very fitting for Tamori-san.”

“...Huh?”

“Oh, I was just making a joke about how he has those trademark sunglasses, and the black loading screens are like you’re looking at them through sunglasses... I’m sorry if that went over your head...”

“I’m sorry, did you just start streaming yesterday?! You’re gonna need way better conversational skills to make it through these stupid long load times!!! What were you thinking?! You made something that could kill streamers and you at the same time!”

“Nya ha ha! I’m joking, of course! Your reactions are so good that I’m starting to have fun!”

“Mgh!”

“That was a compliment, you know. Having good reactions is a really important skill for a streamer. And that’s the reason everyone watching this stream is having such a good time, right?”

“Maybe, but nothing will come of complimenting me at this point. Anyway, whatever. I’m finished testing this, so I’m going back outside the town.”

“Oh, wait a second!”

“Huh?” I’d completely relaxed my guard once the load screen disappeared, so I accidentally walked straight out of town before Nekoma-senpai could stop me. “Wh-What’s wrong?”

“What’s wrong?! The game froze!”

“What?!” It froze?! From that?! Why?! I didn’t do anything!!!

“You remember how I said you have to talk to the king first, or else the flag won’t be set and the game will freeze when you leave?”

“Huh? But I just did all that!”

“Well, umm, you have to do it every time, not just the first time.”

Huh? Not just the first time?

......................

“Gugahhhhhh!!!”

“Nya nya?! Oh no! Her reactions are finally hitting Resident Evil zombie levels! Hey, just calm down! Take deep breaths!”

“Hee...hoo...haah...hoo...”

“There, good girl! And I mean, if you want to get specific, the game didn’t freeze—I just set the load time to take three million hours! Nya ha ha!”

“Hee hee, hee, hee, hee, haaaa! Hee hee, hee, hee, hee, haaaa!”

“Now she’s breathing like a Regenerator from RE4?!”

: I have fond memories of RE4! It's a great game

Hareru Asagiri: I love it because Regene-tan is so cute

: I think Iron Maidens are cuter, actually

Hareru Asagiri: Uh? Those things are bristling like porcupine fish. Obviously Regene-tan is way cuter because of its smooth, beautiful skin.

: Being a genius (lol) has caused your sense of beauty to bug out lmaoooo

Hareru Asagiri: Pfft. I KNOW the reason you're running away from it but staying almost barely within its grasp is because you think it's soooo cute. And I bet Maiden hates you for it lololol

: I'm a fan of Ashley

Hareru Asagiri: wait...an Ashley fan? are you for fucking real? That's the weirdest fetish I've ever heard

: I could maybe, MAYBE understand being a fan of the village chief, but Ashley? That's so weird, oh god, oh god...

: And this right here is the darker side of democracy, folks

With my start already spoiled several times over, Nekoma Quest was finally getting going. Apparently there were two mini-dungeons aside from the demon king’s castle. While you could go straight to the castle, clearing the dungeons would give you party members, better gear, and level-ups, so it was apparently recommended to do them to keep the difficulty normal.

“Okay, then I guess I’ll go into this mini-dungeon,” I said.

I ran into a few enemies on the way to the dungeon, but they were super normal. The battle system was that tried-and-true turn-based kind, although all I really had to do was punch until my HP ran low and then use an herb to recover. It seemed like I’d learned a spell or something, but I didn’t need it whatsoever.

“This is surprisingly simple,” I commented, a little relieved.

A moment later, I ran into some weird enemy called a Salamando, which used some weird attack called Throw Kariu. It locked me out of doing anything and then killed me, which pissed me off. But on the second run-through, I managed to make it to the end of the mini-dungeon.

“Finally here...” I said. “Took so much time with the loading screens and that Kyoko Okitegami-like king who doesn’t have any detective talent whatsoever... Also, I will never forgive that Salamando! What the heck is a kariu, anyway?”

“Oh, that comes from a game called Hoshi wo Miru Hito, which everyone should check out!”

“Ahh... You know, I think I might have seen you playing that on stream a long time ago...”

As we chatted, I entered the dungeon. Near the entrance, I met a priest character named Danny who wanted to get to the end of the dungeon too, and we hit it off and became a party.

“Hey, I got a party member! Now I could probably eat one of those kariu things and come out just fine!”

“Danny’s a healer! He specializes in healing magic!”

Danny was a pretty talented character. His attack power was fairly low, and he was on autopilot, which meant I couldn’t give him commands. But since he was able to use the single-target healing spell Heal, he’d patch me up if I ever got hurt. Just having him around made my herb consumption plummet. I precariously cleared the dungeon and received a powerful weapon called the Hero’s Sword.

For the first time, I was actually impressed with how smoothly the game was going—and then, on the way back from the dungeon, it happened.

After clearing the dungeon and going up to a bonus floor, Danny, whose level had increased, learned a new spell: Judgment. As long as Judgment connected with its single target, it would kill them instantly. And I was all giddy about him finally contributing to offense, when...in the first battle after he learned it, I was struck dumb.

I took a hit from an enemy, and while Danny would have normally cast healing magic on me, he instead cast Judgment on me and insta-killed me.

“Nekoma-senpai... What is this?”

“Nya ha ha!” she laughed. “Danny is actually programmed to use his highest-level spell if he ever has an ally who took damage. Until now, that was Heal, but now Judgment is higher up, so he’ll kill all his weakened allies without mercy.”

“He’s a freaking psychopath!!! Hang on. So then he’s gonna chant insta-death magic on allies until he learns another spell?! That’s too crazy even for a Konosuba character!”

“Oh, he won’t learn any more healing magic,” she assured me. “The next one he learns is the last one. It’s called Last Judgment. It insta-kills everything. Once he learns it, he’ll become a murder machine throwing out battle-wide insta-deaths, enemy and ally alike.”

“What happened to him being some kind of holy healer?”

“Once he runs out of MP, he’ll attack without magic. It’ll be like a drop in the bucket, though.”

“Ah. I see... I wonder if he can at least be a meat shield.”

“Also, experience points are split among party members. If you get Danny killed, you’ll be able to hog them all for yourself.”

“Awesome. Okay, Danny, get out of my party.” I brutally attacked Danny.

: LMAOOO he doesn't learn a full-party heal but he does learn a full-party instadeath

: He's out for blood, more than anyone I've ever seen

: Even if he fails to insta-kill a weakened ally, he'll keep trying until his MP runs out. And yet as soon as you heal yourself with an herb, he goes back to pretending he's your friend! My sides have literally exploded!

: Just like Danny the slaughterer after learning Last Judgment

: I guess the Heal in this case was the villain sort huh

“Nya nyaaan! Time to go to the next dungeon!”

“I do want to go back to town and refill on recovery items. I’m pretty sure this next dungeon’s not going to be anything good.”

The dungeon was, in fact, not anything good.

It was the second mini-dungeon of the game, where you got a new party member named Greg—who was every bit as much of a lunatic as Danny. He was a tough guy, both for his swordsman-like appearance and his stats, and he could draw enemy attacks to himself by using his special skill, Cover.

If only it had stopped there, he would have been a totally useful character. Unfortunately, he was programmed to use a recovery item every single time he lost even one point of HP. More important was where those healing items came from—my own items, rather than his!

Naturally, like Danny, I couldn’t give him commands. In other words, just having him around depleted every last healing item I’d gone through all that trouble to get.

According to Nekoma-senpai, when all your on-hand healing items were gone, he’d instead be locked into only using a move called Blame Shift, which redirected attacks aimed at him to his allies. He was a shithead in a shit game, and so I had him dead instantly like I had Danny.

: They've gotta be the demon king's minions right?

: lmao, they're very sus

: Shoulda taken a cue from the Hi-Potion Prince!

: Turns out it was a solo adventure all along...

: Danny? Greg? Have I heard those names before?

I then cleared that mini-dungeon and finally made it to the demon king’s castle. The ending of the game was in sight at last—armed with the fruits of my adventures thus far, the Hero’s Sword and the Hero’s Armor, both dungeon-clear rewards. Plus two corpses.

“This useless luggage is bothering me...” I commented.

“Nyaa nya! Don’t say that! The Hero’s gear you have is pretty strong, and you’ve leveled up too!”

“I suppose so, but... Well, I guess it doesn’t matter. Nothing to do now but to charge toward the end credits!”

It was finally time for the last dungeon. The enemies here were stronger, but the Hero’s gear was seriously overwhelming. It made getting through the place a breeze.

Eventually, I came before the demon king. I was just one step away from ending my suffering. Frustratingly, however, it was there that I met with an unexpected roadblock.

Barring my path was a puzzle to solve—the final gimmick before diving into the last boss fight. There were three doors here and a sign reading, “If given the choice.” I knew at least that one of the doors was the correct one, but I had no idea which.

“Huh...? Did I miss a hint somewhere...?”

My eyes drifted between the doors, which were colored green, red, and blue, as I searched through my memories.

...Nope, I thought. Aside from the sign, I don’t have any hints to this puzzle.

“What do I do now... Should I go with my gut? Nekoma-senpai, if I get the wrong door, what happens?”

“The game will freeze and you’ll have to start back at your save point in town!”

“Why couldn’t it just be a game over?! Why do you love freezes so much?!”

Ugh! I don’t want to have to do this all over again. But which is it? Which door is correct?

“Hrrrmmm...”

“Think of the path you’ve been through to get here, Awayuki-chan! You’ll be okay! I know you can solve this!”

“Are you telling the truth?”

Judging by Nekoma-senpai’s tone, this wasn’t just a game of luck. The path I’d walked in this game was barely a path at all. It was just a shitty, dusty road. But was there a hint somewhere in there?

Let’s see, I thought. I talked to the king, experienced unfair deaths, went to the dungeons, got the Hero’s Gear, killed Danny and Greg...

Wait. Hold on. Danny and Greg?

My brain caught on something. I could kind of tell that whatever it was, it was the secret to unraveling this mystery.

And then, when I remembered the sign that said, “If given the choice,” it all came undone. I knew the answer!

“Nekoma-senpai! Wait! Is it...?!”

“Ohhh! You’ve finally figured it out, Awayuki-chan! I knew it! I knew you’d be able to! Now, let’s say it together! One, two...”

On Nekoma-senpai’s signal, I shouted the words alongside her!

“Given the choice, I choose the red door!!!”

And as I spoke the legendary phrase, I immediately opened the red door.

“Wait, that really wasn’t much of a hi—”

“Right, so for the last boss you’ll be fighting Combat Echizen.”

“I thought it was the demon king! Isn’t that guy just a mercena—”

“Danny, Greg, you alive?”

“No, they’re dead—ahh, my comebacks aren’t making it in time! Haah... Haah... Haah...”

: omg I did not expect death crimson here lmaooooo

: Only people who know about that game would be able to solve that!

: If Echizen is the last boss, then Danny and Greg are DEFINITELY spies

: what do you mean, "given the choice"...???

: What the heck is this kusoge?!

: It's more like a bakage, just like Nekoma said lol

My comebacks drowned against the human wave attacks, putting me well out of breath.

A long time ago, before I’d joined Live-On, I remembered watching a video where Nekoma-senpai had shown off where she’d pulled this from—a game called Death Crimson. That was why I’d managed to guess the red door was correct.

...Phew. That’s finally settled.

“Great!” I shouted. “Anyway, you stupid freaking boss, it’s time to say your prayers!!!!!”

And so I charged the final boss, smashing all of the hatred and exhaustion from all those missed comebacks into him.

A few minutes later...

“Congratulations! You beat the game!” said Nekoma-senpai.

“It’s finally over...” I moaned.

I’d brilliantly defeated Combat Echizen, then sat through the short credits and went back to the title. I’d beaten the game. I’d accomplished my goal for this stream.

“Now that it’s over, it was kind of interesting, in a really weird way,” I mused. “It made for an exciting stream too. Although if I never have to play it again, it’ll be too soon.”

“Nya ha ha!” she laughed. “Seriously, thanks for this, Awayuki-chan! I never knew how amazing it feels to have someone play a game you made! Plus, I know what to do better next time. I can’t thank you enough!”

“...You’re going to make it better, are you?”

“Yeah, for real! A lot of the reason this stream even worked was because of your genius streaming talents. The number one thing I want to make better is this: if I’m gonna make a new game and have a different Liver play it, I need to make sure it’s good on stream—you know, have a stream where they can focus fully on the game.”

“I, er, I see... I mean, I agree it’s best to make sure it’s good on stream. Um, I don’t know about my streaming talents, though.”

“Don’t be modest! Ever since you went crazy, you’ve grown a lot. I’m surprised how crazy angry you got, even without the StroZero in you. But I’m not gonna lose! I’m your senpai, after all! Actually, what were you saying about my charisma at the beginning?”

“H-Hey, it’s one thing if someone else says it about you, and a totally different thing if you bring it up!”

: When you really think about it, both Awa-chan and Shuwa-chan constantly making every stream exciting is kinda crazy?

: It's so normal for her that it's hard to actually notice, but she's some kind of genius

Hareru Asagiri: Hah! I knew you'd all understand!

“Nya ha ha! And maybe that cute side of you is getting you all the views too! Great! We’re at the end of the stream now, so Awayuki-chan, give us your impressions of the game!”

“I think the most fun way to play this game would have been to leave it on the title screen and listen to Hareru-senpai’s music play for an hour.”

“And with that high praise, it’s time to bid you all farewell, nya!”

Phew! That does it for today’s stream! ...Hey, wait a minute. “Nekoma-senpai, what was that light at the beginning of the game, anyway?”

“What? Oh, you mean that! It didn’t mean anything!”

“Huh?”

I must be the first Liver to ever end a stream with the word “huh”...

“Good stuff! Thanks again for helping out today, Awayuki-chan.”

“Not at all. I was happy you invited me on! ...Also, umm, I had something to talk to you about. Do you have time?”

“Hmm? Sure, I’ve got plenty. What’s up?”

After the stream, as I’d mentioned at the start, I had something I’d been wanting to ask Nekoma-senpai. It was, of course, related to Sei-sama. “From your point of view as her genmate, is Sei-sama going to be okay?”

“Oh, I see... Is it bothering you?”

“Yes. She seems like she’s acting strange, somehow... I guess I’m relieved she started streaming again like normal, but...”

“Yeah... I don’t think you need to worry about her much!”

“Uhh...” That answer came off as so uncaring that I couldn’t help but let the cringe I felt into my voice. If even her genmates were treating her like this, what kind of havoc had Sei-sama been wreaking?

“Ha ha ha!” she laughed. “Hey, don’t react like that! I’m worried too, you know.”

“Are you sure? You sounded pretty hands-off to me.”

“Look, I know it might come off as a little weird. But I think it gives me a certain perspective.”

“What kind of perspective?”

“I get the feeling the next big star won’t be you or me, Awayuki-chan.”

“...Hmm?” I couldn’t even tell if that was supposed to be an answer to the question, so it just made me even more confused.

“Uhh, well, you know. Like I said right up front, as long as you do your energetic streams and make Live-On exciting, everything will turn out A-OK!”

“Huh...”

“Ha ha ha! You’re clearly not convinced.”

“Urk.” She’s sharper than I expected, I thought, feeling rude for thinking it.

“I’m not just leaving her to her own devices. I don’t know exactly what she’s thinking, but I have a hunch. I’ll do what I can as a backup. Would you trust me to handle this?”

“...Yes, I think I will.” This time, I agreed wholeheartedly. For some reason, Nekoma-senpai’s words had a persuasive quality to them. It was probably the weight they carried—she’d been with Sei-sama as part of the second generation this whole time, after all. Perhaps it was their shared bond. Nekoma-senpai had to be just as worried about Sei-sama as I was, but she understood her from a different perspective.

I thought back to what Live-On had been like before I’d come into the third gen, back when I’d been just another viewer. When it had moved from the solo Hareru-senpai show to a greater project encompassing all of Live-On. The second-genners each had their own unique talents, but none of them were as omnipotent as Hareru-senpai.

But that in itself had brought new charms and attractions. They each made up for the other’s deficits, helped them, and they all gained popularity together. From the viewers’ point of view—myself included—they felt like a totally new group, not just Hareru-senpai’s successors. And that had been what had truly formed Live-On as an organization.

I was sure there had been difficult points. But we were only here because they’d overcome them.

What else could I do but have faith? Best to leave it to those most qualified. Nekoma-senpai understood the situation and seemed to be able to think calmly about how to handle it. She was way past where I was—worried sick over the whole thing.

“Anyway, yeah,” she went on. “If you’ve got anything you need to talk about, you can always call me up. Actually, if you get any extra news, could you tell me about it?”

“I shall. Thanks so much for your time.”

“Don’t mention it. Man, what a treat! I got to see tsundere Awayuki-chan worried about Sei!”

“What?!”

“Nya ha ha ha! Farewell!”

Just as the conversation was about to end on a serious note, she pulled a very Nekoma-esque move and left me with a tease.

“Who are you calling tsundere?!” I demanded—though, having seen the second generation’s bond from up close, I couldn’t help but smile a little at how much it warmed my heart.

Idle Talk: Portents

“Ugh, what should I do...?”

Outside, it was twilight, and inside, Sei Utsuki was in bed, staring at her smartphone screen and muttering to herself. Shown on the phone was her private chat with her friend Shion Kaminari.

“How are you doing today? Did you remember to eat? Are you keeping up your normal lifestyle? I know I said it already, but Mama’s here to give her full support with the monetization incident! So don’t worry!”

“Oh, and you can feel free to talk to me any time you want, except when I’m streaming! And not just me—I’m sure that goes for everyone else too! Oh, I know! When we have time, we should get together and have a strategy meeting to discuss how to get that monetization back!”

Sei wasn’t sure how she was supposed to respond to that. Ever since her monetization had been revoked, Shion had been sending her all sorts of nuanced chat messages and phone calls on a daily basis. Her attempts at caretaking had gotten to the point where it was actually kind of scaring Sei. Although that’s very like her, she thought, unable to stop herself from laughing—despite her worries—as she read over the chat.

“She’s such a nice girl, but...” she muttered, heaving a sigh. “I wish she’d give me a break.”

She started to think again. She’d been dodging the issue by writing noncommittal responses, but she also felt that technique was reaching the end of its usefulness. No matter how many times she told Shion she was all right, Shion didn’t stop messaging her. Sei knew it was because her friend realized she wasn’t all right.

“...It’s like we got too close with each other without me realizing it,” murmured Sei. “I’m so stupid it makes me want to barf. What am I doing?”

She heaved an even bigger sigh, then decided to save answering for later and switched away from the chat window—to a whole heap of unread-message notifications. They were all words of worry or encouragement from her fellow Livers. It had been like that yesterday too, and she thought she’d responded to them all. But today she apparently had a couple from people who didn’t usually message her. In any case, the sight was enough to make her sputter in surprise.

“Oh, jeez,” she muttered. “I’ll have to reply to these later too.”

She opened her chat with Shion again and thought about how to respond. Eventually...

“Thanks for worrying about me. I’m perfectly fine, no problems here. I’m sure the monetization stuff will work itself out soon. I’m not low on money or anything either, so there’s no need for me to rush. As long as you’re the same as always and Live-On is the same as always, I’ll be fine.”

In the end, all she could do was write yet another avoidant reply.

“What are they all so worried about?” Sei muttered to herself. She was happy her friends were willing to worry over her and wanted to help her out. But that was exactly what was paining her right now.

“Thanks, everyone. And I’m sorry.”

After that, Sei—although she wasn’t going back to sleep now—shut her eyes for a long while.

Meanwhile, around that time...

“Mgh!!!”

On the other side of the chat, Shion was talking to herself just as much.

“Another one of these answers! What, does she think I don’t realize she’s acting weird?!”

Like Sei had suspected, Shion had realized something was bothering her friend—and Shion had just about had it with those noncommittal replies. The two of them had walked side by side ever since their birth as Livers. At this point, each of them could all too easily pick up on the slightest thing wrong with the other.

“It’s like that stupid pervert doesn’t understand how much I’ve been watching her! Doesn’t she see how much more off her game she’s getting every single day?! Ugh, now I’m all worked up... I wonder if Nekoma’s around to listen to me complain.”

As a test, she sent a DM to her genmate Nekoma Hirune. The girl seemed to have some free time, so Shion called her up—then rattled off the entire contents of her recent exchanges with Sei like a machine gun.

“It’s like that!” she finally finished. “She’s got me as worried as some little baby would!”

“Yup, yup,” replied Nekoma. “I see, nya.”

“What do you think, Nekoma?”

“I think you really like Sei a lot.”

“Wh-What?! What are you on about?! Were you even listening?!” exclaimed Shion in surprise, her face reddening.

“Hey, I was listening. You watch Sei more than anyone else does. And then you get worried sick about her if she starts acting strange. But she won’t talk to you honestly, which really gets you frustrated, right?”

“That’s... That’s not it!”

“Isn’t it? That’s clearly what all that stuff you just said was pointing to.”

“No, that’s just... Wait. Huh?” Shion thought back over what she’d just told her genmate, then realized Nekoma was exactly right—it was that obvious. She was at a loss for words.

Nekoma gave a catlike laugh at the sudden quiet, then continued in a somehow gentle voice. “You don’t have to deny it,” she said. “Sei’s really precious to you, isn’t she? It’s a good thing.”

Shion stayed silent.

“I don’t know what’s on Sei’s mind either, but I’m sure your feelings are getting through to her. All you have to do is keep showing her consideration and thoughtfulness.”

After a long pause, Shion said, “Right. Thanks for hearing me out, Nekoma.”

“No worries. My genmates are precious to me too, you know.”

They said their goodbyes, then ended the call. But even after that, for a good while, Shion’s face remained hot, and her heart kept on pounding like the beats of a taiko drum.

“............Crap.”

Chapter 2

It’s Huntin’ Time

When a Japanese gamer hears the title Monster Slayer, almost all of them will exhibit some sort of physical reaction to it. The game’s popularity exploded with the release of more and more games in the series, eventually becoming a legendary title with popularity levels shocking enough to be called a societal phenomenon. But it wasn’t because of any newcomer-friendly game balance or a put-together UI. No—these games teach you how much fun it can be to work together with friends.

And despite explaining all this at length, I, Awayuki Kokorone, am basically not even a gamer. My experience with Monster Slayer was zero, and that whole explanation was basically copy pasted from wiki sites. But then a three-hit combo smacked me right in the face: a new game in the series came out, it was so well-made that it got super popular, and it started trending in Live-On. As I watched more and more streams, the Monster Slayer itch got stronger and stronger until I couldn’t take it anymore—and today, a brand-new hunter was about to be born.

“Pshhh! A new star is descending upon the world of Monster Slayer! It’s me, Shuwa-chan! Woohoo! And today, we have a special guest!”

“Yahoo! Everyone’s sun, Hareru Asagiri, has risen! Since Shuwacchi doesn’t know anything about Monster Slayer, I’ll be her teacher today and help her out through the very beginning of the game!”

That’s right! A second collaboration in a row, right on the heels of the one with Nekoma-senpai! Woohoo! Only Hareru-senpai would be assisting me today, but for the next few days, I’d be collabing with several others.

I’d been looking forward to this so much that I’d started planning it out ages ago. After my post-stream talk with Nekoma-senpai, I’d decided to forget all my worries and slam down the StroZeros for this long-awaited MonSlay stream to have as much fun and excitement as possible. Are you watching, Sei-sama?! I don’t know what’s going through that head of yours, but I’ll make you laugh so hard you’ll forget all that serious shit, so you better be ready for me!!!

“I never expected you to want to babysit me,” I said to Hareru-senpai. “Had some free time, did you, senpai?”

“What? How impudent!” she replied. “From now on, you are to call me Your Teaching Excellency (Special Emperor Queen Princess God-Monarch XXL Portion Fried Pegasus Mix) and bow down to worship me, you lowly commoner!”

“Doesn’t it sadden you to assert your dominance over an ignorant, helpless kouhai? Oh, but is that why nobody will collab with you anymore? I see. I see how it is.”

“Sniffle. Do you hate me, Shuwacchi?”

“...If I hated you, I wouldn’t have asked you to be my teacher to begin with.”

“Sh-Shuwacchi!”

“H-Hareru-senpai!”

“Dereshishishishishi!!!” we laughed together.

: quit it with the sudden audrey respect

: Wait, I've never heard that weird laugh before except for in One Piece. it's used elsewhere too???

: Please play monster slayer now

: what's scary is the fact that these two could go for hours in their pregame conversation

: Both of them would probably die if they stayed quiet for too long

In any case, I’d asked for Hareru-senpai’s help because this game was too hard to go in knowing absolutely nothing and get anywhere. With how recent the game was, the other Livers weren’t very far in either, but a lot of them were veterans of the series, so the way they moved about in-game was definitely something else. Since I wanted to play co-op with them all next, I at least wanted to get the basic game systems down first.

“Anyway, time to start the game! Woohoo!”

“Sure thing!”

We then watched the opening play, showing giant monsters rampaging through a fantasy landscape, which was all very exciting. This game appeared to have a Japanese theme to it; I could feel the Japanese spirit sleeping deep within me wake up and grow fully erect.

The hero Yamato Takeru once said this: I fucked up my life by getting too into MonSlay. It’s written right there in the Kojiki, so there’s no doubt about it.

Eventually the opening ended, and the game showed my character—whom I’d already created—sleeping in bed.

And then two figures appeared. Wh-What?! “Hey, Pegasus!” I exclaimed. “Bad news!”

“Yeah? What’s going on, Awayuki-boy?!”

“Two female monsters that look like walking reproductive organs just showed up!” Wh-Who the hell are these two pointy-eared sisters that look like bulk fetishes sold at Costco?!

“What a disaster!” replied Hareru-senpai. “Forget Monster Slayer—this is more like Monster Layer! Could MonSlay have been a monstergirl-hunting eroge all along?! Do you hunt both of these sex-fiend sisters at the same time?!”

“<Wao! Nice Millennium Eye! Me no Toon Pegasus can attack directly too, dess!>”

: I totally expected this reaction but I still can't stop laughing lmao

: you had so many options for what to call her, and you had to go with pegasus

: Hey, is Pegasus-san doing the whole mind crush thing?

: Oh, I see. This must be that game I heard about, MonMusu Quest.

: The terror of not having a straight man in your comedy duo

“Also, why is the main character still asleep?” I asked. “If you don’t ‘stand up’ now, when will you?! Pun intended! Give your mission your all! Do the best you can, go as far as your lewdness will take you! Don’t die a dog’s death! Stand up! Dance with pride! Warrior who has received fate—at least, that’s who you should be!”

“Yes! It is time, folks, for the beginning of the Uma Otoko Full-Dick Derby! Just as all quests begin from a base camp, everything else begins from the base camp between your legs, dess! Awayuki-boy, now is the time to say the quote I taught you before, dess!”

“Y-Yes, ma’am! Here I go. One, two...”

“It’s violatin’ time!” we shouted together.

“...Wait,” I said.

“Hm?” said Hareru-senpai. “What’s the matter, Awayuki-boy?”

“Now that I think of it, I made a woman in character creation, so she’s got nothing that can ‘stand up.’”

“Uh, what? You already screwed things up during character creation? Pegasus just cringed so hard he went back to the Kingdom arc.”

: holy shit lmfaooooooo

: Guilty as charged

: I strongly recommend always having a box of sweets with you to use for apologies

: Two of the dumbest geniuses I've ever seen

: how can you screw things up during character creation...

Anyway, not sure what that was all about, but it’s time for my monster-slaying life to begin!

With the opening finished, I entered some exposition drops and tutorials for how to take on quests. Hareru-senpai told me where other things were as well, like the item shop and the food place. Next up was what I’d been waiting for—the weapon shop owner’s explanation.

I spoke to the stern-faced man inside the shop making weapons and found a whole heap of different weapons I could use. Apparently, I could choose whichever I wanted.

“Yes!” exclaimed Hareru-senpai. “Any weapons you wanted to use, Shuwacchi?”

“Hmm... Any recommendations?”

“Recommendations? I mean, certain weapon types are easier to use than others, but I think the real fun of this game is sticking with whatever weapon you fall in love at first sight with. You can be strong with any of them once you learn how to use them, so pick whichever you like most!”

Hmm, I thought. The one that interests me most is...

“And if there’s any you’re into,” she went on, “I can explain how they work. I’m an all-rounder—I’ve mastered every weapon in MonSlay there is!”

“Thank you. In that case, what about this super-basic one-handed sword?”

“Right! As you can see, one-handed swords have a good balance of offense and defense and no real peculiarities—you can use them as easily as one of your limbs! On the other hand, they don’t have big bursts of power, so they tend to be seen more as a support weapon. I think Maashii was using them too.”

“Mashiron uses them? I see. What you’re saying is, it can be used to ‘attack’ and ‘defend,’ so it’s basically the futanari type? Which means Mashiron is a futanari, right?”

“You’re wrong.”

: You're not wrong.

Mashiro Irodori: You're wrong

: Please be wrong

: Maybe she only wants it to be wrong and there's still a chance it's not wrong

: XD

: Mashiron so moe watching Shuwa-chan's stream because she's worried

Mashiro Irodori: D-Don't misunderstand me, got it?! Don't misunderstand me, got it?! Don't misunderstand me, got it?!

: Mashiron, tsunderes say more than that one line. Now it just sounds like you're a broken record pointing out someone's mistake.

: she's so cute, putting everything into her boke like that

“Okay, in that case, how about these dual blades?” I asked.

“Righto!” replied Hareru-senpai. “With two smaller swords, one in each hand, you can specialize more in attacking by stringing together destructive combos! Seisei loves them—they’re full of fantasy and chuunibyou!”

“I see. Can you explain the hunting horn now?”

“Okey dokey! That weapon’s got a bunch of special effects loaded in it. You can actually play it like an instrument while you fight! Oshio uses them!”

“Oshio is Shion-mama, right? I see. Now this horn thing makes sense.”

“Ohh?”

“Yeah. I can play the voice of a female in heat to males of that species, messing with their heads and doing damage to them from within!”

“Your idea is actually legit genius, but unfortunately that’s not how it works. When you play, it makes all your allies stronger!”

“Wait, then you strengthen their vitality—heh—by playing moaning voices? Wouldn’t Sex-sama pop such a boner that she’d become a triple-wielder? Two in her hands, one in her crotch?”

“That’s stupid.”

“You’re stupid!”

“Why are you scolding me when you’re saying stupid stuff?!”

: XDDD triple-wielding

: Zoro? Is that you?

: I just imagined her swinging her dual blades around while also wagging her crotch to attack with that too. Long story short, my tea is all over my keyboard now

: I actually kinda think they might add debuffs to the horn

: The terror of being toyed with by Harerun

“Next... Hmm. What about the greatsword?” I asked.

“You’ve got a good eye, friend! As you can see, the greatsword is heavy, slow, and dull, but has maybe the best destructive power out there! And while it looks like it would weigh you down, it’s surprisingly easy to use. Normally you use hit-and-run tactics while charging up huge attacks while the monsters are off guard!”

“I see. In other words—”

“No.”

“I didn’t say anything yet!”

“If I recall correctly, Pikarin uses them religiously! Kinda fits her image too!”

Pikarin must mean Hikari-chan, I thought. She never plays anything normally...

After that, I had her explain a few other weapons I was interested in, and I quickly narrowed down my candidates until...

“Hareru-senpai, I’ve made up my mind.”

“Oh! Great, awesome! Which are you choosing?”

“I had to ask myself—which is the closest to giving me a third leg?”

“Hey, were you actually listening to me? When you say ‘third leg,’ I don’t—”

“I have chosen the lance!”

“Okay, whatever! Giving up! Why’d you choose that one?”

“You see, I have but one objective in this game.”

“Objective? Come on, tell me!”

I only wanted to accomplish one thing from this game! And that was... “To rob every single monster of their virginity!”

“Uh, what?”

“I give my oath that I will play fair! And with this lance—with its sharp tip and its immensely thick base—I solemnly swear to SEX every monster in the game!”

“That’s stupid.”

“You’re stupid!”

“Again, why?!”

: LMFAOOOOOOO

: loolololl

: Someone get the general hospital over here!

: Despite how many millions of people play this game, this is 100% the first time anything like this has been done

: Ah yes, the slayer (of many things)

Anyway! From here on out, I was excited to be mastering the art of monster-hunting by collabing with a bunch of other Livers! Thank you for all you’ve taught me, Hareru-senpai!

“Sorry, sorry! Here I am! I’m finally joining the party!” called out the energetic voice.

“Oh, you’re here!” I replied.

“You two will be the front line, okay~?” came the laid-back voice.

“Gotcha! I’ll show you the pride of the party’s brawn!” bragged the energetic voice.

The day after learning all the basics from Hareru-senpai, I was finally enjoying a collab hunt with other members of Live-On. The party today was Ehrai-chan, Hikari-chan, and the nonalcoholic me. We were all playing co-op around the same part of the game’s introductory phase. Our weapon loadout had me wielding a lance, Hikari-chan swinging a greatsword, and Ehrai-chan equipped with a bowgun, a type of long-range weapon.

Hikari-chan’s presence in particular was odd. Personally, I thought she was the sort of person to have gotten a lot further into the game by now. When I heard she was actually a novice like Ehrai-chan and me, I couldn’t help but be confused. Plus, I was pretty sure I’d gotten a glimpse of her game thumbnail—she’d played it during an endurance stream, as far as I could tell. But upon checking with her before the stream, her game save was actually in the beginning of the game, so I figured it was all good and had her come onto this stream as a reliable veteran hunter with plenty of experience from earlier games.

“Um, Awa-chan-senpai,” said Ehrai-chan, “keep an eye out behind you, okay~?”

“Got it! I’ll make sure they don’t get through,” I replied.

“Yeah, yeah!” called out Hikari-chan. “You’re both getting used to things! I’m so happy to have new party members!”

: Yeaaah!

: Awa-chan's getting better

: they're doing great!

At that moment, we were facing down a big frog-like monster. My main equipment consisted of not only my large lance, but a shield that I wielded at the same time, making me slow and bulky. But it was great for defending against enemy attacks—this setup boasted the best guarding capabilities of all possible loadouts.

I was beginning to get the hang of where to place myself and when to move. When the enemy showed an opening, I’d do thrusts, throwing in a sweep here and there, making sure to stick close to the enemy to bring out the lance’s strong points. Since it was still so early in the game, even I could handle enemy attacks.

“Ehrai-chan, I’m kinda surprised you wanted to play MonSlay,” I commented. “Aren’t you supposed to be the zookeeper? I mean, on the surface, at least.”

“I was thinking the same thing!” agreed Hikari-chan. “Since we used to call you a zookeeper, once upon a time!”

“Hey, I’m a zookeeper for real,” she replied. “Nothing more, and nothing less~”

“Yeah, but—” the other two of us started.

“I’m sorry, did you not hear me~?”

“Y-Yes, ma’am,” the other two of us said.

Even Ehrai-chan, who had gotten so out of sorts while playing a horror game, was able to use her “Boss” character well as a trademark routine now. The way she does it kind of reminds me of myself, I thought.

“Getting back to the question,” said Ehrai-chan, “I want to get on the bandwagon as much as the next person~ And I don’t want to become a pain in the rear who can’t distinguish fact and fiction~ Although, since capturing monsters alive exists as part of the game, I try to capture as many as I can when I play alone~”

“That’s very admirable of you,” I said.

Hikari-chan whistled. “You’re so mature!”

“No, no, you two have been here longer than me~! Anyway, that’s basically it. Oh! Also, I bought a good, expensive bullet earlier for this~ This is a good chance, so it’s time to fire it,” said Ehrai-chan.

Just as she leveled her bowgun, though, a smaller monster—not the current objective—jumped out into the line of fire. By the time she muttered an “oh,” her expensive bullet had struck the smaller monster instead of the big frog.

“...?” she said. “You shitstain! What are you doing in my firing line, goddammit?!”

Hikari-chan and I both squealed in fright. Th-There she is! The Ehrai Special! Not the keeper of the zoo, but the big boss of the animals!!!

“How dare you even think to show your damn face in my path, you third-rate crony!!!”

“H-Hey, uh, Boss?!” I cried. Her switching fully into boss mode had been entirely unexpected.

She put her weapon away, then ran up to the still-living small monster, using an action only added into the game as a fun bonus—kicking—to attack it directly for almost no damage at all!

“Take this!” she yelled. “Bowgun Kick! Bowgun Kick! Bowgun Kick!”

“Wow!” cried Hikari-chan. “What a new and fun form of martial arts! It’s so cool! I wanna try!”

“This isn’t that kind of game!!!” I exclaimed. “And the bowgun has nothing to do with it! Boss! Please, calm yerself down a li’l!”

“Haah, haah, haah... I... I’m sorry~”

Somehow my desperate persuasion managed to stop her from engaging in any more madness and bring back the zookeeper. Phew, I thought. That’s Live-On for ya. So hard to deal with.

: she's literally crazy lmaooo

: Should we call the police...?

: If she got arrested and thrown in jail I bet she'd call the prisoners animals and rule over them all

: HAHA

“Umm,” said Ehrai-chan, “naturally, what I just did was along the same lines of it being another action the game allows, okay~? Anybody who can’t tell the difference between good and bad isn’t worthy of calling themselves any kind of leader~”

“Y-Yeah, you’re right,” I said. “Besides, Live-On would never have hired an actual bad guy.”

“I bet all the animals in the zoo look at you with respect and worship and fear!” exclaimed Hikari-chan. “You’re incredibly charismatic, so I bet you’re an amazing leader!”

“Is that a compliment~? In real life, if you ever see me raise my fist, it would be because I found people bullying animals in the worst way possible~”

“She’s so cool,” said the other two of us in unison.

Anyway, it was time to refocus on the hunt.

“Frogs sure are weird creatures, huh?” I commented.

“Oh?” said Ehrai-chan. “What makes you think that?”

“Well... I guess you could say this about all amphibians, but don’t they have this sort of unearthly mystique to them? Like if you told me they came from outer space, I’d probably believe you.”

“Yeah, you’re right!” chimed in Hikari-chan. “I was really obsessed with them as a kid, so I’d always catch them to get a closer look!”

With the enemy’s attack pattern slowly taking root in our minds, the hunt got less and less shaky, so we naturally started to chat about stuff. I’d only brought up the topic of frogs since the current monster we were hunting was a big one, but Ehrai-chan loved animals of all kinds, so she happily engaged in the conversation.

“There are a lot of different species of frog out there,” she explained. “Some have poison, of course. But others carry their eggs on their back, and others can give cries that sound like baby noises~ Also, they’re surprisingly tasty.”

“Huh?” I said. “You, uh, you can eat them? Frogs?”

“Oh, I’ve heard of that!” exclaimed Hikari-chan. “Apparently they’re delicious and easy to eat, contrary to how they look!”

“You’re very knowledgeable, Hikari-senpai,” remarked Ehrai-chan. “And eh-right you are! For example, bullfrogs may be all over Japan now, but they’re actually an invasive species originally brought over as food~”

“It’s common knowledge for extreme survival! I can handle everything from frogs to snakes in order to survive in any situation!”

“I’m not sure when that know-how would come in handy in Japan...” I murmured.

: hello this is frog. please eat me

: Oh no, you're not becoming part of Hikari-chan's flesh. Hop back to the marsh where you belong

: ^ please go back to the south pole yourself

: I want a Budgett's frog but apparently they're pretty hard to raise

: Amphibians and reptiles generally don't grow attached to you, so you need to give them unconditional love to raise them

: Frogs? You mean what the goddess eats a lot, right?

: You wouldn't happen to live in a god-blessed wonderful world, would you?

: I do get a lot of compliments on how my voice sounds like a frog's

: wait. frog voice, "kaeru" voice...

: Huh, some knowledge really is better left buried

It’s fun being carefree when playing video games, but humans, as is their wont, so easily let down their guards. In-game, Hikari-chan—having pressed too hard—ended up driven into a corner of the screen. Plus, the monsters didn’t even respond to Ehrai-chan or me. They just zeroed in on Hikari-chan.

“Wait!” she cried. “This might be a little much, even for me!”

Ultimately, she ate a full combo attack, which stunned her character and left her completely open to follow-ups. She quite literally had little birds flying around her head now. Oh, crap! I thought. Hikari-chan is gonna go down at this rate!

“N-Nooooo!!!!!” she screamed. “I don’t want to die! I don’t want to go through that hell again!!! Somebody save meeeee!!!!!”

“Hang on, Hikari-chan!” I called. “I’ll get you back up!”

“I’ll throw a flash~” Ehrai-chan followed up.

I hurried over to Hikari-chan, then attacked her on purpose to knock her out of her dizziness. Meanwhile, Ehrai-chan threw a flash bomb, a tool that distracted enemies with an intense burst of light.

Phew, I thought. Dodged that bullet.

“Th-Thank you,” moaned Hikari-chan. “You really saved me there...”

“Not at all,” Ehrai-chan replied. “You got a bit hysterical though, didn’t you~? We’ve got plenty of room to mess up, so it’s okay if you get defeated once~”

This game was made so that you only failed the quest if your party accumulated three KOs between them. I hadn’t thought dying once was that big of a deal either.

“Well, to tell the truth,” explained Hikari-chan, “I’m trying to beat the game without dying at all. If I get defeated, I have to delete my save data! This is actually my seventh file! You two seriously saved my life! I love you, I love you! Mwah, mwah!”

The moment those words spilled from her mouth, time stopped for Ehrai-chan and me. “Uh?” we said.

And now time will resume.

“Boss,” I said, modulating my tone to be more soldierlike. “Defensive formation. Target in front.”

“Roger,” replied Ehrai-chan. “I protect the family. The whole family. I’ll riddle ’em full of holes!”

“Huhhh?” said Hikari-chan. “What’s going on with you? Oh, if you’re worried about all that, don’t be—if I died, I’d only erase my file after we cleared the quest!”

“That isn’t the problem here!!!” the two of us exclaimed in perfect unison.

How does she even think of this stuff?! And why does she go through with it?! Now all the questions I had before the stream make sense!

“Hikari-chan,” I said, “I want you to get back to base camp, stat. Go up 256 steps, right 1 step, down 16 steps, and left 32 steps—that’s how you get there.”

“You make it sound like the Mystery Zone for some reason~” said Ehrai-chan.

“Oh, wow, I remember the Mystery Zone!” exclaimed Hikari-chan. “I got there on a blind playthrough. I had no idea what I was doing, and I kept it that way—I got to the goal using my mind’s eye alone! But in the end that file got deleted too, so I guess I’m still inexperienced...”

“Awa-chan-senpai,” said Ehrai-chan, “I can take Hikari-senpai into my zoo, if you like~”

“That’s fine with me!” I replied.

“Hey, wait, no! I still have some fight left in me—both for video games and for life! In fact, I want my save file to get deleted! Only by overcoming countless harsh trials will I become stronger! Don’t be shy—use me as a sacrificial pawn!”

: lmaoooo

: she's ACTUALLY nuts

: One death will very literally end her life huh

: closet mega-masochist. no, the ultimate masochist.

: The energetic member of the group, except she's really a chuunibyou, except she's really an idiot, except she's really just Live-On

“Sweet!” I called out. “Hunt complete! Good job, both of you!”

“Great work~”

“It was great work! But it was also exhausting. Mainly mentally...”

After all that, we were able to clear the entire quest with Hikari-chan alive and well. I know it was all to protect her save file, I thought, but how long has it been since I got this serious about a game? The last time might have been that home run derby game with the cartoon bear... But yeah, I can really feel a sense of urgency and immersion from this. I could get addicted...to not doing this again, actually. Video games should be enjoyed in a more casual way! Why do you have to put yourself through all these trials, Hikari-chan?

“Seriously!” continued Hikari-chan. “When I was about to die, I could feel my heart ready to explode! I even forgot to blink since there was so much adrenaline in my head that it was making my brain bug out!”

“If that’s true, then you need to drop the restriction right now,” I told her.

“I mean, I get it. It’s really traumatizing when you mess up. But in that very moment, it just... It feels better than anything else I can imagine...”

“Senpai, you are super yabai~”

“You’re talking like some spy who died a million times and got a taste for ecstasy.”

“Bring on the lasers~!”

“My mind grows stronger each time I stumble at a trial—by now it’s basically a diamond, unbreakable by anyone! Ahhh, maybe I’ll add a condition where I have to be butt-naked during the final boss fight. And with the ending in sight, I’d get all that tension, and if I were to die I’d have to start over from the very beginning... It would be the peak of despair... That would be just great!!!”

“Jumping onto perfectly visible land mines is not courage,” I told her.

“But Hikari-senpai is way too abnormal to be stopped by those words~” said Ehrai-chan.

I couldn’t conceal my confusion at the madness my genmate was displaying, but what was I supposed to do about it? Actually, now that I think about it, Live-On doesn’t have any sane members. At this rate, I’ll end up so far gone that the only friends who will satisfy me are fellow streamers.

Wait, I thought. I never had any friends outside of Live-On anyway. Aha ha ha ha ha... “Gegeh-brwaah...”

“Wh-What’s the matter, Awa-chan-senpai?” stammered Ehrai-chan. “If we had a second spy who’s way too in character, even I don’t know if I’d be able to handle it...”

“Vomiting...” Hikari-chan mused. “Yeah. Yeah! Maybe I could play Long Fit on a totally full stomach, and if I barf, I lose... That might actually work.”

“Don’t do that. Seriously, do not barf on stream. It’s all downhill from there.”

“That’s astonishingly convincing coming from you~”

: The veteran has spoken

: She's the girl who ascended to the top of her industry by barfing. She's just built different

: The life-revolutionizing barf ￥10000

: She's the girl who barfed out both the contents of her stomach and all of the seiso within her

: Pff, the seiso wasn't inside her to begin with. She was just plastering it on the outside

: wait. then maybe barfing wouldn't actually be so bad?

: I mean, sure, maybe, as long as you're already a beautiful girl beloved by the gods on the outside

: ah. i see. brb, gonna set up a barf stream

: That total self-confidence of yours... I'm kinda into it

“Hey, Hikari-chan,” I said, “what’s your endgame for any of this, anyway?”

“To become the world’s strongest life-form, obviously!” she replied.

“You had that loaded and ready to go!” I exclaimed. “Then why did you become a VTuber instead of going to a dojo or something?!”

“A VTuber is an electronic life-form. Electronic life-forms are impervious to all attacks. Being impervious to all attacks makes you the strongest in the world. I’m a genius! QED, hence proven or whatever!”

“QQQ, hence definitely not proven. Whatsoever.”

“BBQ, I want to eat some meat~”

: If someone is born a person, at least once in their life they'll dream of becoming the strongest life-form alive. A VTuber is a martial artist who aims to become the strongest in the world!

: They call them VTubers because the V stands for Victory

: wow, Vtubers are something huh (unsophisticated reaction)

: I can't tell anymore whether they were born in the wrong country and time period or if they're lucky they were born in this one

: the zookeeper trying to escape reality XD

“Seriously...” I said. “How did you even get through the interview phase?”

“When I gave them an impassioned speech about how strong I wanted to become, they were like, oh, gotcha! Next thing I knew, I had the job!”

“It’s okay to give up. You’re only human. Awao.”

“Let’s just get onto the next quest, shall we~”

We enjoyed some more hunting after that until the end of the stream. You know, I thought, it’s pretty strange that I’m more tense doing co-op than single-player, even though the former is supposed to be more fun.

Still, I supposed that we had enjoyed a roaring good time. I guess it’s a positive memory. But next time, I want to come at the game normally—and calmly. I mean, I doubt the next time is going to be nearly as bad as this was. For today, I’ll get some sleep and look forward to the next collab play.

Good night...

The next day...

“Kaeru would like some honey, please. After all, Kaeru is a baby.”

“Eheh heh... Kaeru-chan... We finally meet again... It’s me, your mama. Shion-mama is here to see you... I was the moderator during the last collab, so I had to hold it in, but today I’ll make you my little girl for sure...”

“Kon-mashiro, everyone. It’s me, Mashiro Irodori—or you can just call me Mashiron. This is going to be exhausting for sure, so I made a massage reservation for tomorrow.”

Ugh, I thought. Welp, this is bad. Live-On truly was always beyond saving. Time to knock back some StroZero!

: oh god lol what an insane group

: You're not supposed to put four Live-Ons in one place!

: But they have to be in one place. There's something they need to do before going off to slay monsters, remember?

: A party of a baby, a mama, a StroZero, and an illustrator? What the heck happened to put THEM together?

: maybe it's some kind of mixed martial arts?

: Mashiron is gonna die of overwork from the sheer level of tsukkomi she's in for

“Gimme honey,” repeated Kaeru-chan. “Baby wants honey. Come on, hurry. Pretty, pretty please.”

“You’re starting to sound like a certain yellow bear, except way more annoying,” remarked Mashiron. “I’ve only been around you a few times, but I already have a bad feeling about this.”

“I’d like some honey too, please,” I chimed in. “Some of that sweet, lemon-flavored, fizzly, alcoholic honey you can get real high off of.”

“That’s not honey, Shuwa-chan. Ugh, I’m already tired being the only tsukkomi here. Shion-senpai, could I get some help?”

“Heeere, Kaeru-chan! There’s honey right over here! Come over heeere!”

“Kaeru is scared you mixed something into it, so she respectfully declines.”

“But it’s Shion-mama’s very own honey! You can drink it, right? I’m sure you can drink it. Can’t you?”

“Kaeru is now scared of basically everything.”

“I can’t,” said Mashiron. “I can’t do this.”

Drink StroZero, and...oh wow, oh my! This party makes me want to doubt my eyesight, but now I’m so happy I don’t care, woohoo! Time to zero out my brain again and have a rip-roaring good time!

“Look, just get the honey out, understand?” grumbled Kaeru-chan. “Kaeru’s a baby, got it? Yeah? You wanna see how the rest o’ society reacts if you bully a baby, eh?”

“Hey, is a certain bossy genmate starting to influence her?” asked Mashiron. “Also, I’m pretty sure you’re not supposed to give honey to babies.”

“Kaeru informed her viewer-mommies she wanted to be a baby in MonSlay, so they told her to say gimme honey.”

“I get it. To explain for those who don’t, in the MonSlay business, that is a magic phrase that immediately pegs you as a novice player. Well, in most cases it just draws aggro. I think they were fibbing, Kaeru-chan.”

“What?! Waaaahhhh! Mama! They lied to Kaeru... Please comfort her...”

“You heard her, Shuwa-chan,” Mashiron prompted me.

“No,” I said. “I am...not your mother.”

“Yes! That’s right! I, Shion-mama, am your true mama! Come to me, Kaeru-chan! Let go of this coldhearted booze-face and come to me!”

“Oh, um... But Mama is Mama, so... Kaeru knows her mama loves dirty jokes and women and can’t help herself around alcohol and cheats on women as easily as she breathes and you think she’s having sex with them but a moment later she’s probably having sex with StroZero, but she’s still my one and only mama...”

“Hey, I take offense to that!” I interjected. “You forgot and yet she’s somehow really pretty, so she’s actually just one big phishing scam.”

“Why are you piling more onto yourself?”

Eee! Mashiron’s good old indifferent tsukkomi acts are just the best! It’s like I’ve come back home! I knew it—I think of her just like a normal person thinks of their actual family, huh? The kind of girl who sets you at ease just by being around her!

“Hey, Mashiron,” I said, “I know this is sudden, but what am I to you?”

“StroZero. Why?” she replied.

Did you just hear that? Seriously? I think of her as family, and yet she thinks of me as a can of chuhai you can get for 155 yen! Can you believe it?

“Kaeru thinks of you as Mama.”

“Shion-mama thinks of you as her precious daughter too, even if you are a handful!”

“Ohh!” I said. “That’s good! Really good! Those were the answers I was hoping for! What about you, Mashiron?”

“StroZero. Why?”

“<What the fuuu...>” Yeah, I get it. We’re not alone, so she’s embarrassed. Yeah. That’s what I’m going with.

: Isn't it weirder to think of a senpai and a kouhai being a mother and daughter in the first place?

: i mean, you're right. i just didn't notice it because they're so serious about it

: Hello, yes, I've just secured a twenty-something-year-old woman who insisted she's a baby and then threatened her senpai

: Lmao that just sounds like a regular crime

: For some reason I felt love from how quickly Mashiron answered

I was feeling like we could just make this stream an idle chat one and still have a lot of fun, but it was probably best to accomplish our original goal, since that was what the viewers were waiting for. Today, we’d be hunting a monster that went by the name of Jigglhezu. Judging by the reactions in the comments, it was popular amongst the viewers.

“What kind of monster is Jigglhezu?” asked Kaeru-chan. “Kaeru has never heard of it before.”

“I don’t know either,” said Shion-senpai. “But with such a cute name, it must be absolutely adorable! Like, chock-full of collagen!”

“Yeah, me either, woohoo! Hope it’s a monster that’ll make stealing their hymen worth the effort. Wait, Mashiron, you’re a veteran, aren’t you? I’m sure you know what it is.”

“...I mean, I do, but... Right. It’s just what it sounds like—a very, uh, jiggly monster.”

“Oooh!” the rest of us said in unison.

Now I’m even more excited for this! My lance is just about to explode!

Anyway, it was time to start the quest, woohoo!!!

“Announcing the starting lineup for today’s hunt!” I said. “First, we have me, Shuwa! And then Mashiron!”

“Yo.”

“Shion-mama!”

“I’m here!”

“Kaeru-chan!”

“Right!”

“So now we’re going to hold down the Alt key, then press F4. We’re getting out of here,” I instructed.

“Wait! Don’t give up yet!” yelped Kaeru-chan.

: noooo! ahhhn, not the jigglyzu!!!

: Mashiron isn't lying

: It's cute fr too

: shuwa-chan's gonna do it with THAT? well, good luck!

: It's a rite of passage

: The thing that makes me happiest is how much fun Kaeru-chan sounds like she's having. Makes me all warm and cozy...

And so the quest began! While the hunting lifestyle was fulfilling, it was also the life of a bloody butcher. You didn’t get to have monsters that filled that soul-soothing iyashikei role. So, we all dashed off to meet the Jigglhezu. But...

The moment we saw it, the three of us (excluding Mashiron) all stopped dead in our tracks and fell silent.

I mean, I understand, I thought. That Chinese-dragon-like silhouette I can see up there... That’s gotta be the Jigglhezu. I get it.

Its whole body is super jiggly, after all. And so moist that it’s got weird fluid dripping off it. Plus, it’s a perfectly pale beauty—so white you can see the blood vessels through its skin.

Ahh, a moist body lacking coloration, and a jigglyness that reminds me exactly of pudding.

But, you see... It all seems so overdone. It looks grotesque, doesn’t it...?

“Yep, saw that coming,” said Mashiron. “Quit zoning out. Let’s go.”

“Wait a minute, Mashiron,” I said. “Please explain—”

“Gugyahhhh!!!!!”

“You just shut the heck up!!!” I cried.

Just as I was protesting to Mashiron, who had—without hesitation—charged right in, the Jigglhezu noticed us and let out an awful, ear-piercing scream.

Eeeek!!! I just noticed how freaking scary that face is, now that it noticed us! It’s like they forgot to put in all the facial features except for the mouth!

“Hey, Mashiron!” I demanded. “How is MonSlay getting away with having a monster that looks like a character out of Taimanin?! They’d need to rate it R18 and then kids wouldn’t be able to play it!”

“I wish you’d compare it to a horror-game character instead...” muttered Mashiron.

“This is Kaeru. Understood, boss! Preparing to press Alt+F4.”

“Hey, Kaeru-chan! Don’t give up! Believe in the me that believes in you!” I encouraged her.

“That isn’t what you said before, mama! Children grow by watching their parents! Say something with more responsibility!”

“Responsibility? I gave up on that the moment I talked about getting hard! If I had to take responsibility for everything I’ve ever said, I’d have to go to confession every single day. And eventually the priest in the confessional would flip his shit and start lecturing me before I even confessed to anything! Confessionals? Student guidance offices? What’s the difference?!”

“That doesn’t have to do with Kaeru! And Kaeru doesn’t want to work either! Why does she have to be a stupid hunter?! Babies working?! Society is coming to an end!”

“You’re not getting away! Today’s the day I rip that thirty-year-old woman out of the baby!”

“Out of the way! Kaeru is a baby!”

“I could use some help over here,” muttered Mashiron. “You know, actually fighting?”

: predictable reaction, also the gold standard

: it's a monslay tradition, tbh

: Shuwa-chan is the kinda girl who'd drink strozero while praying in church, probably

: Holy Water (but actually StroZero)

: Bishop of the Cardinal Sin of Greed, Shuwachan Strozeronondegomendi

: I bet they'd actually kick her out of the confessional haha

: lmfaoooo

: don't announce your own discharge from the squad lol

: self-service discharge!

Ugh, I thought. Well, we did choose a quest, after all. I feel bad leaving Mashiron on her own. Guess I’ll pick my heavy self up and finally join the fray. Oh, and Kaeru-chan managed to get out the bow she’s so fond of. That’s good.

...Wait. Hold on.

While the two of us started ahead, Shion-mama remained locked in place like a rock. We’d be leaving her behind at this rate.

Come to think of it, she’s been totally silent this whole time, despite Kaeru-chan and me being rowdy. I wonder if something happened.

Maybe the mental shock of the jiggly doing the jiggly and yet still not being jiggly was too much for her heart.

That makes sense. Shion-mama’s a girly girl. She loves cute things. I get it! I do. It’s like buying a game thinking it’s Naruto, but it’s actually Taimanin...

I know what to do. I already got the achievement for giving Shion-mama anxiety so many times. I have to be a good therapist for her too! By being...a living example of what not to do!

First, I thought about what I usually said to Shion-mama at times like these. Let’s see...

“Shion-mama, cheer up!” I thought. “If you do it with the slippery thing coming out of the Jigglhezu, you’ll be three thousand times more sensitive! You’ll not only twitch, you’ll twist, and flop, and hop around like a fish just pulled out of the water! We’ll have ourselves a contest—which of us can crawl the fastest while spasming with pleasure?”

Great, I thought. Then I just have to flip that around. I’m sure it’ll end up being like a voice from God Himself, and it’ll recover her mental state in a flash!

“Shion-mama, cheer up!” I thought. “If you do it with the slippery thing coming out of the Jigglhezu, you’ll have zero sensitivity. You’ll probably feel nothing, no matter what you do. Oh, I know. Let’s both lose all our sensitivity and just, y’know, zone out. We’ll have ourselves a contest—which of us can make our lives empty the fastest?”

Ha ha, now I feel like one of those dull-eyed heroines who only says depressing stuff! I thought. Which won’t work. I have to think of something better...

But as I racked my brain looking for good jokes, Shion-mama suddenly murmured softly, “It’s so cute...”

“What,” said the other three of us in unison.

And, mysteriously, I thought I could hear a sort of passion in her voice...

“Umm... Shion-mama?” I asked with much consternation. “What did you just say?”

Then, in a complete one-eighty from her previous silence, she began to speak with total excitement. “Jigglhezu-chan is so cute! Look at it—it’s chubby, and kind of dumb-looking, and a crybaby... It’s just like a little baby...”

I was already doubting my own ears, but then Shion-mama—her gaze passionate and enraptured—gazed once again at the Jigglhezu.

What.

“Hey, Kaeru-chan,” I said. “I feel like I’ve seen that strange monster before in a 3D ero anime. Does it still look like a baby to you?”

“Kaeru doesn’t know anything about ero anime,” she replied, “but she cannot sincerely call that creature a baby. The word baby is reserved for adorable children one must care for, like Kaeru.”

“We wouldn’t normally call you a baby either,” I shot back. “You’re just an adult who needs someone to take care of them.”

“What are you saying, mama? Someone is only an adult if they’re independent—in other words, if they don’t need anyone to take care of them. Since Kaeru will never ever be able to live by herself, I believe that places her quite far from the concept of adult.”

“Doesn’t it make you sad, saying something like that about yourself?”

“It does not. After all, Kaeru is a baby.”

: I'm really worried about Shion-mama's mental health

: I can't believe she'd understand the charms of MonSlay's token moe character. One day, I'd like to drink Pale Extract with her.

: Can I keep up? With the speed of the world Shion-mama lives in?

: If any man DID keep up, that would basically be a crime already, so turn back while you still can

: but maybe she's an otokonoko mama

: is she a man? a child? a mama? make up your mind people!!!!!

: LMAO

: Man I gotta say Jigglhezu's fight bgm is godlike

: there's no bgm! it's literal silence.

: Jigglhezu is adorable. I will accept arguments. But I don't have the ears to hear them

: damn what a skilled play

: Background music is there to make scenes pop. but here, the idea is to not have any at all to make the main subject really conspicuous. basically the picasso of the music world if you ask me.

: That time the entire art industry got really mad at some guy

: It has a really good chorus line though

: WHAT CHORUS LINE?????

“We’re not getting anywhere like this,” I said. “Kaeru-chan, help me drag Shion-mama back into our world!”

“Kaeru understands,” she replied. “We will bring her back from the world of madness into the world of babies and have her become Kaeru’s mama.”

“I’ll use this chance to drag her into the world of StroZero and make her one of my comrades. Plus it’ll contribute to sales!”

“Sounds like hell either way to me,” Mashiron cut in.

: it's not working! they're all crazy! somebody do something!

: I love how calmly Mashiron butts into the convo

: They're helping each other now, but once their common enemy is gone, they'll probably be enemies with each other since they're all so different

: what is this, the cold war?

: Yes, a war in a very coldhearted society. hence cold war.

I’m at bat first! “Shion-mama,” I said, “look more closely. That monster is nowhere near cute! It would eat you alive if you so much as got anywhere near it!”

“It’s a mother’s mission to become sustenance for her child! I would never abandon a child, no matter what they looked like!”

“Shit. You do treat a trashy, booze-loving sexual-harassment woman like a baby. Wait, no! Kaeru-chan would be sad if you cheated on her, you know!”

“Huh? Really?”

“Yeah, really! Right, Kaeru-chan?”

“Ogyaaahhh! Ungyaaahhh!!!” Kaeru-chan cried like a baby.

“She sounds just like the Jigglhezu,” I muttered.

“Oi. Mama. Don’t betray Kaeru,” said Kaeru-chan to me.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” I replied. “Shion-mama, look, you’re making Kaeru-chan cry.”

“You’re right...” said Shion-mama. “Child neglect is never, ever the right choice... Okay, I’ve got it!”

She does?! Did it work?!

“In that case, I’ll make Kaeru-chan be Jigglhezu’s little sister from now on! Now I can dote on both of you at the same time as sisters!”

“Hey, good for you, Kaeru-chan,” I said. “Not only did you protect your baby status, you even have a character of the strongest possible class: little sister but not by blood!”

“Whose side are you on anyway, mama?!” cried Kaeru-chan. “Being sisters with a monster like that is essentially equivalent to employment!”

“You hate the concept of employment way too much.”

“Kaeru believes that if she were to work, everything would be lost.”

“Gugyah!!!!!”

“Ahaaahhhn, that voice is resounding in my womb!!!!!”

Oh no. Oh no! Shion-mama might have already gone past the point of no return! Gah. Now that it’s come to this, I’ll just have to use force! “Kaeru-chan!” I called out. “We’re joining Mashiron and putting down the Jigglhezu as quickly as we can! We have to put a stop to Shion-mama!”

“Then Kaeru shall show you her bowmanship.”

“Heeeyyy!!! Don’t you dare attack my beloved Jigglhezu-chan!!!!!” screamed Shion-mama.

“Wait! Shion-mama, please don’t get in the way of Kaeru’s attack!”

“Did she just body-block Kaeru’s arrow?!” I exclaimed.

“Kind of feels like there’s a second enemy in the quest now,” commented Mashiron. “But maybe I’m just tired.”

After that, we ended up forced into an arduous battle (mostly due to external factors), but managed to clear the quest successfully and return Shion-mama to normal (although whether “normal” meant “sane” was up for debate).

I was pretty sure the game’s developers would have been shocked to find out that adding just one person to the team had made our hunt all the more exhausting. Still, to me, our escapades were part of the fun—with everyone playing the game together. The game itself was undeniably fun to begin with, so I was excited to play more of it.

In conclusion, even in the MonSlay world, Live-On’s gonna Live-On.

Shuwa-Chan’s Castella Responses

All right, we’re here! Today’s gonna be another day of Shuwa-chan streaming! Tonight’s stream would mainly be a zatsudan—alone, for once, after all the recent collabs—while I answered Castellas.

Going alone was laid-back and fun. Solo streams let me relax pretty well, so maybe they didn’t feature the usual craziness. Still, they let me feel closer to the viewers than collab streams, so I liked them just as much. Kind of like I’m collabing with all the people watching.

Still, though, I thought. Speaking of solo streams. It’s already been a little over a week since Sei-sama lost her monetization. She started streaming again, but only by herself, never with anyone else. I guess that’s concerning me. Maybe I’ll invite her to do something soon.

“Pshhh! I’m here, everyone! Shuwa-chan, at your service! Woohoo!”

: woohoo (said like mashiron)

: It's starting it's starting!

: Lately I've been having trouble sleeping if I don't listen to Shuwa-chan's voice. Thanks for doing this stream

: would that technically be alcoholism?

: Please, don't call the ones who fr love Shuwa-chan alcoholics...

“Let’s do some Castellas, like we always do. I’m Shuwa-chan. Those stories tonight on Zero Minutes. First up is this one!”

: "those storiesh (*hic*) on zero minutesh (*hic*)"

: Whoa, this news program sounds pretty Strong

: I am 100% sure she literally just thought of that

: so it's already over???

: "those stories (*barf*) on gero minutes (*streaming accident*)"

Q: Have some StroZero! It’s as fun as the funlance!

“When are they gonna add StroZero-chan as a buddy?”

Q: I accidentally put my StroZero in the freezer...

I know I have to rescue it quick, but I’m too scared to open the freezer door.

Please give me the courage to open the freezer and save my StroZero!

Btw, I put them in there three days ag--

“Break the can, pull out the contents, shave it down with something. And just like that, you have a somewhat bitter lemon-flavored shaved ice for adults! Put your favorite syrup on it and you’re ready to go! Credit to Zero-Michelin Star Chef Shuwa.”

Q: I’d like to see you try and make your own StroZero by buying vodka, lemons, artificial sweeteners, and liquid nitrogen. Using company money, of course. That way you could whip some up at any time. It would basically be loli StroZero you can enjoy whenever. And they’d be legal lolis too, who are born as adults! You could lick them and drink them all you want!!!

......

I think an older-sister loli would be really great.

“Hmm... I feel like StroZero is more than just the sum of its ingredients, you know? There’s something special in it. Like when your girlfriend cooks for you—there’s something so soul-satisfying about it apart from the flavor, right? That’s why I want to drink StroZero created by my beloved Moontory-chan. Also, that aside, older-sister lolis are one of the world’s intangible cultural heritages. A loli onee-san who can fluster me real good? I’m so hard right now.”

Q: I just thought of something because I’m sick in bed right now. Which of the other Live-On members would you want to be a bedside nurse for you? And how would you want them to care for you?

“I’ll set the scene. I wake up and open my heavy eyelids. And there I see Chami-chan, looking at me with worry on her face, her hand gripping mine. I say, But I’ll catch a cold! And then Hikari-chan says, I’m the strongest! Colds mean nothing to me! and leans in quickly for a kiss. I’m surprised, but I close my eyes. A few seconds later, she releases me and I open them back up. And then I see a flushed Mashiron, but an expression of mischief is on her face. That’s when I finally feel it: true bliss.”

: how the heck would a strozero buddy even fight...

: How much are you going to mess with the michelin star system XDD

: I never thought I'd hear someone talk about mass-produced canned drinks on the same level as homemade cooking from your girlfriend

: for that last castella, could you PLEASE just pick one character to use

: LMAOOO three people playing a single role, such chaos ￥2525

: You could have just said you wanted your three genmates to take care of you. Why'd you have to cram them all into one person?

“Also, whoever sent that Castella, I hope you’re okay. I’ll do my best on my stream to try and cheer you up! But real talk, it’s not my fault most of these Castellas are StroZero-related, so give me a break!!! They’re not even Castellas anymore—they’re a place to defend my StroZero one-liner title. And yet you’re throwing StroZero at me instead of Castellas? Madness, I tell you.”

Q: Tell the truth. How far have you gotten with Mashiron?

“Mwa ha ha ha! Our hearts are perfectly linked now! As proof, we were just talking the other day, and I don’t even have to tell her when I don’t have time to talk, or I’m tired, or anything else! I bet she loves me so much she can even read my mind at this point! Ahh, how embarrassing, having her wiretapping my heart!”

: teetee!

: you're embarrassed? i didn't know you could do that

: She's so insane normally that I doubt anyone wiretapping her heart would hear anything different

: She takes wearing your heart on your sleeve to a whole different level

: oh i get it. as long as you say what you're thinking beforehand, it can't count as eavesdropping. It's like that expression, letting your flesh be cut in order to sever the opponent's bones. What a novel way of preventing people from eavesdropping

: you'd get both your flesh and bones cut in that case, woohoo!

Mashiro Irodori: I can't read her mind.

: lmaoooo that was a fast denial

“Oh, you’re so shy and bashful, Mashiron. What a handful! Look, I’ll think of something really nice, so try reading my mind. Just give it a try because you love me! What I’m thinking is gonna make you feel as soft and warm as mashed mashi-mashiron. You’ll be so happy. Give it a try!”

:

:

:

: LMAOOO no matter how long you wait, Mashiron won't answer

: I bet she went home XD

“No. It can’t be. Mashirooon? Heeey! Wiretap my heart right fucking now! My feelings won’t have anywhere to go otherwise! What am I supposed to do with them?!”

: omg i cannot with the whole "wiretap my heart right now" thing loool

: a mentally unstable, occult-loving, wiretap-desiring girl

: talk about a bizarre adventure?

: I think we'll all be happier now that your feelings can't go anywhere.

: The feelings were probably nothing good anyway XD

: I want to hear Shuwa-chan's linked-heart ASMR

: yeah hey me too

: It's supposed to be the sound of her heart (kokorone) and yet all I hear is carbonation

: I want to hear StroZero-chan's linked-heart ASMR too!

: Wait, I want to hear SANDWICHED StroZero-chan and Shuwa-chan linked-heart!

: linked-heart sandwich sounds like some kind of moe ero game title

: strozero chan wouldn't have a heartbeat though. it doesn't even have a heart

: is it like Arrancar?

: no, it's like an engine

: both of those are wrong!!!

: StroZero-chan doesn't show much emotion and comes off as cold at first, but once you get to know her, she turns into a kuudere

: treating strozero like a character is so weird, i'm sorry...

: StroZero is an honored third-gen member of Live-On, after all!

“Fine, I don’t care! You’ve got me all riled up. So I’m going to expose the loving words I wanted to tell Mashiron to the whole world! Listen to me. Here they are: The zookeeper’s boobs are Live-On’s gang boss, and Mashiron’s are its cutting board.”

: AND IT'S MAKING FUN OF HER LMFAO

: That's why I said we'd all be happier if you kept those feelings bottled up...

Mashiro Irodori: Okay, I'm mad now. Next time, when I do an illustration of you, I'm going to gouge out both of your boobs.

: ah the old mother-daughter arguing

: <3 Mashiron sulking when someone says her boobs are small

: if she had any, she wouldn't be mashiron anymore!

“Oh, found ya, Mashiron! I knew you were still here! You’re such a tsundere. Don’t worry. That was a lie just now. In reality, I just thought the sweetest words ever thought at you! You’re practically drowning in love now!”

Mashiro Irodori: Going to sleep now.

: i see the delusions are going strong

: Mashiron HAS to be blushing now!

: This is the research team. We will not accept any result other than her blushing.

: please do actual research

Alice Soma: I can read Awayuki-dono's mind as well! She says, "Alice-chan is just as cute as StroZero is"!

: Alice-chan, are you sure you aren't just reading your own mind?

: lol... the fact that that's a compliment of the highest order

: we're beyond a field of w's now. we're in frenzy plant territory

Hareru Asagiri: I read her mind. It was...spicy.

: Harerun?!

: You can read her mind?!?!

: I thought it was a lie, but I guess a genius like Harerun could do it, right?

: tell us! please, tell us! we'll do anything!

“Hareru-senpai, please respect your kouhai’s privacy, okay?”

Hareru Asagiri: Roger

: Shuwa-chan, maybe you should start by respecting your own privacy

: If she had to silence her, it must have been REALLY spicy!!!

“Oh, right. Now that you’re here, I feel like I never actually asked. Wanna sex?”

: omg she's literally crazy lol

: She propositioned as easily as she breathed. You might have missed it, but I didn't.

Hareru Asagiri: Never thought you'd ask me that with the same levity you'd ask someone to go to the convenience store with you. I'll have to grab Sei-sei and get her to sub in for me.

: It flowed from her so naturally. Any girl would have gone doki doki

: doki doki! (i've gotta call the police!)

: That was so smart. They've gotta start putting that in health and physical education textbooks from now on. Boys of the world take heed!

: They'll have to take the term "declining birth rates" off of Wikipedia by tomorrow

: The World of Lost Virginity

: Sounds like the setting of some ero manga that's just a collection of color illustrations

: police! hello??? police??????

: Quota? Fulfilled.

Getting a little off track after my beloved Mashiron and Hareru-senpai showed up. But it’s time to get back to the Castellas! “Let’s see... Here’s the next Castella!”

Q: Who was your first anime crush?

Mine was Tomoyo-chan from Cardcaptor Sakura.

“Now that’s a question,” I said. “I’m into a lot of anime characters. Who was my first crush, though...? Who was it for all of you?”

: mine? rei ayanami. that was the moment i became an otaku for life

: Euphie from Code Geass. I think she was my first love.

: You just wanted to say that line lmao

: Chibimaruko-chan. The way her bangs look like crocodile teeth is so cute. I want her to eat me.

: ???????

: that's a very specialized fetish??

“Ahh, anime discussions always get so exciting! As for me... I think it was probably Ai-chan from Detective Conan.”

: oh. you know i can kinda see that

: Yeah, that's a weird thing but I fully get it

: Are you fr

: The OG character that "awakened" all the boys

: yeah! our sex ed teacher!

: Guess it takes all sorts...

: I'd like some praise for watching that show with only the purest of feelings

: She just blurts out a female character and literally no one is surprised about it XD

: Are you a lolicon?

“D-Don’t call me a lolicon! We’re talking about when we were kids! I mean. While she was originally an adult, that ringing voice and her movements and gestures were all so feminine! You shouldn’t be allowed to have kid characters be that sexy. But I was the same at the time: packed away in a small child’s body. I felt a weird sense of kinship with her, so I guess that’s what did it.”

: don't turn into one of those fast-talking otakus now lolol

: That's rough, buddy

: tbh i get it, but hearing her say it is like. That's rough, buddy

: Backtracking real fast there lmao

: I spotted a man dressed in black making a suspicious deal!!! I was so engrossed in watching the deal that I... I didn’t notice his other friend coming up behind me... He fed me an aphrodisiac, and the next thing I knew... My crotch was absolutely swelling!

: stop trying to introduce her to BL doujinshi

“I was just trying to answer the Castella honestly... Whatever, next question...”

Q: “Geroro March”

Gero! Gero! Gero! [Barf! Barf! Barf!]

Iza haite~ Risuna’a shinryaku seyo [And now we vomit~ Conquer the viewers~]

Geggeroggero~! [Barf-bararf-bararf~!]

Sake motte haishingo ni wa itsumo nomu [Booze in hand, always drinking after streams]

-> “Ki wo tsuke~! Me wo samaseeeee!” [-> “Attention! Sober uuuup!”]

Awayuki haishin kiriwasure [Awayuki forgets to turn off the stream]

Asa me ga same, denwa kakaru [In the morning she gets up, gets a call]

Gero hakinagara haishin kiru [And turns the stream off while barfing]

Risuna’a no hannou, dou daro [How did the viewers react?]

Nanja kora, yabai ne, torendo ichi-i! [What the heck? That’s crazy! Top trending!]

“Oh my God, I love this so much. But it’s all wrapped up in the Castella itself. How am I supposed to respond? Oh well, guess I’ll sing!”

: It's just the words, but I can literally hear those rhythms in my head, it's brilliant

: Omg she literally just started singing lmao

: new theory: Shuwa-chan is an alien

: Wait. You mean we thought she was from Earth?

: Was there a Geroro in the story...?

: I feel like he was the captain in the anime...

: wowww, that show was so funny. so many parodies and references. I should rewatch it

“Now that I think of it, Alice-chan talks kind of like the sergeant, doesn’t she? Wouldn’t she be the alien, then?”

: oh wait! wait...

: You know too much.

Alice Soma: I am from the planet Deviluke! I've come to Earth to get married to you, Awayuki-dono!

: Isn't that one of the planets Samus destroyed?

: You are a creature that can't be allowed to exist!!!

“Talk to me again after you’ve grown a proper tail.”

Q: If you were ever going to do an original song, would it be super emo with all of your singing ability behind it (for Awa-chan) or an electronic song packed full of memes (for Shuwa-chan)?

“Both, to tell the truth... An original song, huh? That would be pretty cool. A song just for me. Which would you all want to listen to?”

: the electronic one! i bet you'd record the entire drum part out of the sounds coming out of strozero

: The snares can be pshhh, the hi-hats can be clinking empty cans, the toms can be hitting partially full cans, and the bass can be shuwa-chan's barfing voice clip!

: That sounds more like a StroZero advertisement than an original Shuwa-chan song...

: I love how we're just assuming sounds that come out of Shuwa-chan are part of the StroZero sound lol

: I'd like the super emo one, I think. Awa-chan's good at singing, so she'd probably do great with any genre tbh

: Yeah. She sings from her liver, like you're supposed to

: That must be the "bowel voice" Yamadera-chan was talking about

“Whoa, that’s a lot of suggestions!” I paused. “I know. What about a collab song between Awa and Shuwa?! Two great tastes that taste great together!”

: A GENIUS HAS APPEARED

: Heck yeah, I want to hear that!

: would it be like shuwa being the boke and awa being the tsukkomi?

: A dream collab

: That would be awesome!!!

Chat suddenly sped way up. I guess singing is pretty popular, huh? I thought I’d been trying my hand at all sorts of stuff, but this was making me realize there was still a lot I hadn’t yet experienced. Yeah. Maybe I’ll talk to management and figure something like that out!

Q: What’s the most shocked you’ve ever been?

As for the next Castella... Okay, I thought. This is gonna require a journey into my memories. Hmm... Let’s see...

“The first thing that comes to mind is me forgetting to turn off my stream, but I’m sure you all know that at this point... Oh! The SEGA person, I guess. That was a huge shock!”

: i mean you were so shocked you barfed lmao

: Just that one fact is way too funny by itself XD

: SEGA person?

: a mysterious new character appears!

: You mean the game company?

“Yeah, that’s right. I guess you wouldn’t know what I’m talking about just from that, though. I’ll explain everything in order, woohoo!”

: okay!

: Ready and waiting!

: If it's about Shuwa-chan, it's gotta be some crazy story LOL

: When she does solo streams, she's 100% a comedian and the games don't matter hahaha

: Waku waku! ￥211

“All right. Listen to this...”

It had happened before I joined that exploitative company, back when I was still a high school student sparkling with all the bright, groundless imaginings of hope for the future. One day on a weekend, I’d invited two good friends to hang out in the shopping district, so we were on the bus from our neighborhood heading that way. This was all a pretty normal scene; none of the bus’s passengers stood out particularly or anything.

But there was one man wearing a suit sleeping comfortably in the seat behind and across from mine; since nobody was sitting next to him, he was using the window as a backrest and headrest. And the one word he said on that bus instantly dragged me into the world of unreality.

“SE~GA~ (beautiful voice)”

The others on the bus all gave a surprised start. Everyone had heard that sound clip when you booted up SEGA games or saw a commercial for it. And that sleeping man had just said it perfectly—absolutely perfectly—as though the sound itself had come straight off a CD.

Everyone turned around to look at the man out of reflex, of course, but after seeing that he was asleep, they turned back to face forward.

But peace would not return to the bus, for now there was a very strange sense of tension wafting through the air.

Why SEGA?

He was sleeping, so how did he produce such a clear, crisp voice?

Was he a secret agent for SEGA? Could he have actually been Segata Sanshiro himself?

The Mega Drive was basically a Roomba, you know?

Wait, but what kind of dream must he have been having to produce that kind of sleeptalk?

Every single one of my thoughts became dominated by SEGA as I considered all the questions I suddenly had. But I couldn’t find the right answers—and eventually, that gave way to fear of the unknown. Everyone else on the bus had odd looks on their faces, their spines were frozen straight up, and their brows were beginning to sweat cold beads.

Fortunately, the driver—while also surprised—managed to keep driving the bus just fine, so after a short time we arrived at the next stop. But during that time, nobody on the bus said a single word. Even my friends and I, all sitting next to each other, strangely couldn’t speak at all. We just sat there, our eyes forward, petrified.

As the bus pulled into the stop, the tension would finally lessen a bit—because the intercom announcing the stop had woken the sleeping SEGA man up.

It was just like someone returning to their senses after being possessed by a ghost. Audible sighs of relief filled the bus, for everyone thought the man’s awakening meant his SEGA-self had gone away.

...But then it happened. Several people who knew nothing about what was happening on the bus got on at the stop, and one of them headed over to the still-groggy man who had just been sleeping. And then...

“Excuse me, could I sit here?”

“SE~GA~ (beautiful voice)”

“Huh?”

Everyone on the bus cried out, startled, as our world descended into darkness once again. All the passengers turned back and stared at the man again, their jaws practically on the floor. The person who had asked if they could sit down stood there in a daze, not knowing what to do.

“...Huh?”

Finally, even the man himself was surprised—he hadn’t understood what it was he’d just said.

...And so, my friends and I spent the rest of our trip locked in that strangest of circumstances...

“And that’s what happened,” I finished. “What did you think of that, everyone?”

: I'm imagining it and it's just so surreal LOL

: XDDD none of it made any sense and you didn't explain anything

: Was that a collab of a very bizarre adventure and drunken rambling?

: What we thought of that: "Huh?"

: Who the hell was that guy lmaoooo

As I’d expected, the end of the story met with confusion and laughter fusing together into absolute chaos in the chat.

“I really don’t know who he was either...” I said. “My personal theory is that he was doing some kind of stealth advertising for SEGA.”

: Don't make him sound like a spy lol

: Is this how stealth marketing works?

: I mean, nobody on the bus could think about anything but SEGA, so it was pretty successful advertising if you ask me

: it was probably just a sega nerd (trust me i'm a detective)

: I would have burst out laughing if I'd been there XD

“Hey, don’t get me wrong—it was super scary! You don’t run into situations like that very often, where what you’re seeing is completely outside of your own brain’s ability to understand. It was fear of the unknown! I literally got goosebumps...”

And that was the story of the biggest shock I’d ever received—at least that I could think of right now.

But at the time, I had no idea. The story had been told, and it would lead me to be marked for an even greater surprise in the future...

The Mission to Retake Sei-sama’s Monetization

It was the day of my face-to-face meeting with Suzuki-san. The meeting itself ended without any issues, and then we went out and had lunch together. But as I was finally about to leave, I realized I’d left something in the office. So we both went back and I grabbed what I’d forgotten. And then, as I was about to actually go home this time, I spotted a familiar face sitting on a bench at the end of the hallway outside the offices.

“Huh?” I said. “Shion-senpai?”

“Yes?” came the reply. “Oh! Awayuki-chan! Hello there. It’s been a long time since we met offline like this! Are you here for a meeting?”

“I am. Well, actually, I came back to pick up something I accidentally left at the meeting.”

“Oh, no! You have to be better than that, Awayuki-chan! You don’t look panicked, so maybe you got away unscathed today. But even just one misplaced object can really affect you in a negative way!”

“You’re right, I suppose. I’ll keep that in mind.”

“So I was thinking I’d stick with you for everything you have planned from now on, just to make sure you don’t forget anything else! Hand me your schedule!”

“I don’t want to.”

“What a crisp, refreshing refusal. It almost felt good. You really surprised me, you know. But wait, didn’t you just say you’d keep it in mind?!”

“Shion-mama, I did. But more important is my liver. And do you know what I keep in there?”

After a pause, she ventured, “StroZero?”

“Shuwa-chan.”

“You keep Shuwa-chan in your liver?!” exclaimed Shion-senpai, leaning forward.

Starting to have fun now, I started to proudly explain. “She’s sealed inside my liver right now. Think of her like the tailed beast from Naruto. When I drink StroZero, it flows into my liver, which returns her power to her, and the seal comes undone.”

“I don’t think the tailed beast was sealed in his liver, though.”

“Anyway, what I’m saying is it doesn’t matter what I keep in my mind, what with all the shuwa-shuwa in my liver.”

“You like coming up with really weird logic sometimes, huh?”

“But aren’t two-faced characters super cool? I feel like they’re generally popular.”

“Their popularity comes from a positive gap in their personalities.”

“Mine isn’t positive?”

“Shuwa-chan’s gap goes in a negative direction! It would be like Vegeta and Goku fusing and somehow ending up as Nappa!”

“That would be a tragedy. Talk about fusion disasters... By the way, what do you think would show up if Nappa fused with Nappa?”

“Nanappappa?”

“That just sounds like Nappa’s dad!”

“And I’m the mommy!”

“Your viewers aren’t going to let you get away with that. Your chat will blow up about it. Also, all that gap stuff? We’re in Live-On. You can’t just be talking about me. Hasn’t everyone gone crazy in a negative way beyond their original settings?”

“I guess not. You’re all such handfuls, you are!”

“Hey, you’re part of this merry group too, you know. Anyway, jokes aside, I really will be careful not to forget anything.” Although we’d pretty naturally lapsed into idle conversation after saying hello, I suddenly wondered what Shion-senpai was doing at the office. “Are you here for a meeting too?” I asked.

“Yep,” she replied. “Mine is done too, though, just like yours. But Sei-sama came with me, and she’s still not out. I’m waiting for her.”

“Oh, right. Last time I met you, you were together.” I paused. “How is she? From your perspective, I mean.”

“Are you talking about the monetization?”

“Yes.” As far as I knew, Shion-senpai was the person Sei-sama was closest with. Maybe she could see something I couldn’t. And since I’d run into her anyway, there was no harm in asking.

Shion-senpai folded her arms and seemed to think for a few moments. Then, in a troubled voice, she answered, “I’m kind of worried! But Sei-sama, well... She’s passive when it comes to herself, like she doesn’t want to show weakness or something. So she won’t tell me anything.”

“She won’t even talk to you?”

“Nope! And when we met up today, she just acted like nothing’s happened, like she’s not worried about anything. Ugh. I know it’s all pretend.”

“I see...” She seemed mad at Sei-sama, but also clearly worried. And considering that, the incident must have affected Sei-sama in no small way.

“It’s just that I can’t say I have much certainty either.”

“Wait, really?”

“Yeah. Sei-sama used to joke a lot about losing her monetization. Once before, off stream, I asked her what she’d do if she actually lost it. She told me she’d cross that bridge if she came to it, and that she’d just have as much fun as she could in the moment, since that’s who she is. And she wasn’t lying about any of that.”

Hmm... I thought. In that case, are we still off the mark? This is getting pretty hard to understand...

“Maybe she’s not worried about the monetization itself, but more...” mumbled Shion-mama.

“What? What did you just say?” I asked to try and get her to repeat herself, but at that exact moment, a nearby door opened and Sei-sama came out. Apparently, her meeting was finished.

“My apologies for the wait, Shion-kun.” She paused, seeing me. “What’s this? Hello there, Awayuki-kun. I didn’t realize you were here too.”

“Hello,” I replied. “I happened to bump into Shion-senpai, so we were having a chat.”

“Ah, I see, I see,” she said. “I’m glad she wasn’t bored while she waited, then. My thanks. What were you chatting about?”

“About Nappa the Saiyan,” I said.

“Oh, about Namihei’s battle mode?”

“No, um, that’s a totally, completely different person!”

“Wait, but isn’t Nappa just Namihei, except he’s so angry that the single hair on the top of his head came off?”

“No, they just have similar heads. Their bodies and faces are basically two completely different species. Also, Namihei still has a hair on the back of his head.”

“But it came out, right?”

“You’re attaching a lot of possibility to that single hair, you know.”

“Namihei: ‘This is some good dirt for growing Saibamen.’”

“No, he would never say that. Please, I don’t want to see Namihei talking about planting Saibamen like he’d plant flowers in his garden.”

Hmm, I thought. Even talking to her directly like this, I can’t really see anything different about her. She’d probably die if she didn’t joke around—she’s acting the same as always. Still, maybe she had felt a little different for a moment as she’d come out of that room. But I hadn’t met her offline too many times, so I couldn’t be sure.

“That took longer than usual,” said Shion-senpai, sounding a little confused. “Did they say something to you?”

“Oh, we were just talking about monetization stuff,” explained Sei-sama. “Gave me one huge boner, let me tell you.”

“I’ve never heard of a weirder way to get yourself off,” muttered Shion-senpai. “Anyway, were they mad at you?”

“Not exactly? Actually, management is doing a lot of asking the platform about why my monetization got revoked. They’re in the middle of working on the problem.”

“Really?! That’s great!”

“Well, I’m grateful, of course. I’m just sorry it caused such a big fuss.” Sei-sama offered an embarrassed smile.

“But won’t you be in trouble if you don’t get it back soon?” I asked.

“Well, sure, naturally. But when we talk about Sei-sama... Well, there’s a line, and she’s constantly jumping side-to-side like it’s gym class. At this point, I feel like simply losing my monetization lets me make it into a lighthearted joke.”

“So you’ve finally come out and said it,” I remarked. “I asked you this a little when we last talked. You just want everyone else to mess with you and laugh about the whole thing, don’t you?”

“Yeah, that’s right. I mean, I’ll get it back eventually. It’s just that, considering how the rest of you are, getting you to make it into a joke isn’t an easy proposition...”

“Huh?” I said. “Why not? If you’re giving me the go-ahead, I’ll gladly mess with you to the ends of the earth. It’ll be a good way to blow off all my steam.”

“I suppose she’s right,” agreed Shion-senpai. “And I have so many things I need to say to you—as a mama and as a friend. This is a great opportunity!”

“You’re...” Sei-sama trailed off. “Are you being serious about this?”

I gave her a confused look. “Is there a problem?”

“What exactly do you think is getting in the way of that?” asked Shion-senpai. “That’s what we don’t understand.”

For a few moments, Sei-sama’s eyes widened. She seemed actually surprised at our responses. But then she burst out laughing, looking a little embarrassed. “You’re all so nice, you know that? But one day, you’ll understand.”

Both of us looked at her, baffled. Sei-sama, however, left us with those implication-riddled words, snapped back to her usual behavior, and started walking to the offices’ exit.

My head tilted in perplexity, I figured I’d follow her, but then I heard a strange groan from Shion-senpai next to me, which stopped me. “Shion-senpai? What’s wrong?”

“I don’t like this,” she replied.

“Huh?”

“What is with that attitude? Like she likes knowing everything and not telling us! She needs to stop acting cool!”

“Whoa!” Shion-mama was actually pissed. Her voice was still low enough that it wouldn’t reach Sei-sama, but this was the first time I’d ever heard her so angry.

“I saw that sunken face she had when she left the room!” she added.

“You did too? That seemed a little weird to me too.”

“If we both saw it, then there’s no doubt! But with the way she’s acting, she won’t tell us anything... Anyway, she started acting weird when her monetization got revoked, right? You know what, I don’t care what’s going on in that head of hers. Now that it’s come to this, I’m going to crush the problem! I’ll resolve it for her if it kills me!”

“Sh-Shion-senpai?” You’re starting to freak me out here!

“Hm?” said Sei-sama. “What’s wrong, you two? Still need something from the office?”

“Hey! Sei-sama!” shouted Shion-senpai.

“Hm? What is it? Why the angry face?”

“Right now! We’re borrowing an office room and having a meeting to figure out how to get your monetization back right now!”

Sei-sama and I cried out, “Huh?!” in unison.

But Shion-senpai clearly would not brook any argument to her sudden declaration...

“We will now begin our meeting to plan out how to retake Sei-sama’s monetization!” declared Shion-senpai.

“Heck yeah! I’ve been waiting for this!” Hareru-senpai cheered.

“Wait, Shion-kun. Did you hear what I was saying before? About how I don’t want to make a huge deal out of this if I don’t have to?” Sei-sama reminded her.

“Shut up! I’ve had enough of your narcissistic bullshit!” Shion-sama cried.

“Yeah! You and your anal-cissistic bullshit!” Hareru-senpai repeated.

“You’re only saying that in a cool way, but you’re just a high-level fetishist, aren’t you, Hareru-kun?”

I couldn’t help pointing out, “Sei-sama, I think you’re the one trying to phrase things in too cool a way. ‘High-level fetishist’? We just call them perverts.”

As I spoke, I looked around again at the people at the table, narrowing my eyes at them without meaning to. After her declaration, Shion-senpai had grabbed Sei-sama’s hand and dragged her into a borrowed room. I’d come along with them since that had seemed like the thing to do. And now we—including me—had actually started a weird meeting.

I didn’t have anything going on after this, I thought, so it’s not like this’ll interfere with anything, but still...

“Why are you participating like it’s a matter of course... Hareru-senpai?” I asked.

For some reason, this legal loli was suddenly sitting at our table the next thing we realized, and was clapping along to try and get us to start the meeting.

“I literally haven’t seen you around until the very second you showed up here,” I added.

“I heard Oshio was borrowing a room and doing something fun, so I decided to jump in myself!” explained Hareru-senpai.

“So you’re just a heckler, then?” I remarked.

“No! I’m not a heckler! I’m a fully-fledged friend of yours! You agree with me, Red Anal-cissist? Also known as Seisei?”

“Don’t play off Blue Exorcist’s name!” exclaimed Sei-sama. “That’s the show that dominated my chuunibyou phase!”

“Oh, a very sinful work indeed!” said Hareru-senpai.

“Could you all please stop treating Sei-sama like she’s some kind of natural anal character?” demanded Sei-sama. “If that ends up being part of her personality, there will be no turning back.”

“Then you think you can turn back from this?” asked Hareru-senpai and I in unison.

“Just be quiet for a moment already!” exclaimed Shion-senpai. “If you love buttholes that much, then put on your diapers and come at me!”

“What kind of way is that to blow up?!” cried the other three of us at the same time.

Shion-senpai, who had been quiet ever since the meeting began, had suddenly burst out into such character-ruining anger. I, meanwhile, immediately called Kaeru-chan.

“Hello? What’s the matter, mama? It’s not like you to call so suddenly.”

“Hello, Kaeru-chan. Shion-senpai just shouted out that we should come to her in diapers. Wanna come?”

“An invitation to a diaper party? Kaeru will be right there.”

“Stay away!” yelled Shion-senpai. “If we get any more boke roles in this room, we won’t be able to have the damn meeting!!!”

“Sorry,” I said to Kaeru-chan. “Could you just bring diapers and then go home?”

“May Kaeru come wearing them?”

“Wait, but we need four.”

“Kaeru can wear them on top of one another.”

“Your lower half is going to end up looking like the Zeong,” I commented.

“You don’t have to come at all!” insisted Shion-senpai. “Kaeru-chan, just stay home and take a nap or something!”

Horsing around led to Shion-senpai ending the call for me. She’s the one who told us to come wearing them in the first place... I thought.

Incidentally, during all that, I also secretly sent Nekoma-senpai a chat message telling her we were having an impromptu meeting and got back only the response of “The time is now,” apropos of nothing. Wait, what should I do? I thought. If she won’t stop them, should I just stay here and participate? I can never tell what that cat is thinking...

“Anyway!” said Shion-senpai. “We’re actually starting the meeting now! I swear I’m gonna get back Sei-sama’s stupid monetization and solve her problem all at once!”

“Like I said, Shion-kun, you don’t need to be so angry about—”

“Hmph!”

“Well, well. It seems we’ve made you sincerely angry...”

“It’s because you’ve been keeping things from your friends. You’re just going to have to take it,” I said, trying to persuade Sei-sama as she kept up her uncharacteristically awkward attitude. In truth, I’d figured that if she seriously didn’t want to be here, I’d cause some kind of issue to get her out of the whole thing. But seeing her staying firmly seated, despite the troubled look on her face, made me think that that wasn’t exactly the case. Whether that was because she wanted to be rescued or because she felt guilty toward her friends was another story, though.

“I’m sorry about that,” said Sei-sama, “but there are things I still haven’t quite figured out myself. Even if I were to say something, I wouldn’t be confident it was correct.”

“There you go, being roundabout again!” complained Shion-senpai. “Basically, all that will get fixed as long as we can just get your monetization back, right?!”

“I suppose that’s true, strictly speaking, but—”

“Then let’s do it!” interrupted Shion-senpai. “I, Shion-mama, will solve this dumb problem in one fell swoop! Just watch me!”

“Sheesh. You’re being more like a child than a mama right now. What a handful.”

“Not to worry, Saint!” chimed in Hareru-senpai. “We’ll be sure to bully you like crazy when the time comes for that!”

“Leave it to me,” I said. “I’ll make her into a great sandbag.”

“Come on, you two, lay off,” said Sei-sama.

Wait, I thought. Did Hareru-senpai just call her Saint? “Hey, Hareru-senpai, weren’t you calling her Seisei before?”

“I suddenly wanted to call her Saint, so I did!” she explained. “But it didn’t really fit in the moment, so I’ll go back to Seisei! I thought it was a good idea at the time, so I gave it a shot! That’s my Harerun Style!”

“Oh,” I said. “Same as always, then.” Hareru-senpai was famous for calling all the Live-On members by nicknames, but apparently, although she’d had this epiphany, it hadn’t seemed to quite make sense.

By the way, she’d already decided on nicknames for the fourth generation as well, though she hadn’t done so right when they’d joined. The list now looked like this:

Gen 2:

Nekoma-senpai = Nekomaaa

Sei-sama = Seisei

Shion-senpai = Oshio

Gen 3:

Me = Awacchi or Shuwacchi

Mashiron = Maashii

Chami-chan = Chamakko

Hikari-chan = Pikarin

Gen 4:

Kaeru-chan = Froggy (since “kaeru” can also mean “frog”)

Ehrai-chan = Bosslady

Alice-chan = Aricchi (apparently Alice-chan asked for a similar nickname to mine)

“I might end up changing your Shuwacchi nickname one day, you know.” suggested Hareru-senpai.

“That would probably make me feel sad,” I replied. “You’ve been calling me that the whole time.”

“Oh, you look up to me so much you want to have a special nickname for you! Okay. I’ll keep on calling you that!”

“Yeah, sure, that works too,” I said. “By the way, why do you call her Seisei?”

“Because it’s an abbreviation of Saint Seiya, why?”

“Such a shocking truth. There’s basically no element of Sei-sama in that.”

“All right, all right, quit chatting, you two!” scolded Shion-senpai. “We’re starting the meeting now!”

Oh, she finally warned us, I thought. Guess that’s all for our off-topic discussion.

“Anyway,” she continued, “we need to get Sei-sama’s monetization back at any cost! But first, I need to share something we need to confirm in advance with you all.”

“Roger that,” said Hareru-senpai. “Since you were the first one to bring it up, Oshio, whatcha got?”

“Obviously I’m talking about the reason her monetization was revoked in the first place. You crossed some sort of sensitive content line, right, Sei-sama?”

“Yeah,” she replied. “That’s what YoTube-kun said. No idea what exactly they’re referring to, though.”

“I mean, if that part is wrong, it would be enough to make even Gandhi shout his best tsukkomi ‘whyyyyy?!’” I offered.

“YoTube-kun going through puberty sure does make it hard to deal with,” replied Sei-sama.

“For you, not them,” I finished.

“Wait, he’d be my tsukkomi and not YoTube-kun’s?! That’s it, you’ve gotta have some kind of grudge against me!”

“His tsukkomi would be on the level of Masatoshi Hamada’s at his peak,” chimed in Hareru-senpai. “Think you can take it?”

“Hareru-kun lied as easily as she breathed. And I wish she’d stop,” said Sei-sama. “Hamada was way too strong at his peak. He’d be able to knock the head off a standing, unmoving human, and then the head would gouge out the ground, go all the way around the world, and come back to its original spot on the person’s neck.”

“What an artistic tsukkomi,” I remarked. “Physically speaking, that is.”

“All right already!” said Shion-senpai. “We’re talking about YoTube right now!”

As Sei-sama and Shion-senpai had already mentioned, we all did our streaming on the world’s largest and most famous video-streaming platform, YoTube. As a site used by so many around the globe, it naturally maintained top-rate service, making it comfortable to stream on compared to its rival websites. But due to its immense popularity, problems tended to crop up.

The first example of that had a lot to do with Sei-sama’s issue: there wasn’t very good administration when it came to individual users. Any videos with mature content or ethical problems were subject to deletion and their creators subject to penalties. Unfortunately, YoTube used an AI to make these decisions. No matter how you looked at it, there was no way humans could administrate YoTube—not with its incredible scale—so the setup was reasonable. However, although it got a lot of things right, the system would sometimes pass down obviously mistaken decisions or judgments.

To an extent, part of using the platform meant having to live with that possibility. The real problem, though, was that the AI couldn’t handle explaining what part of the video was bad, or what parts had to be fixed in order for the video to be made public again. It didn’t realize it was making clear mistakes, so you couldn’t easily ask when the video would come back up again. It was all extremely ambiguous. As a result, one had to figure out the necessary corrections on one’s own and deal with them, and everyone seemed to be on a totally different timeline when it came to how long it took for the penalty to be removed. And because the company that operated YoTube was located in the US, sometimes those who could submit support requests in English would have an advantage.

Even with all that, YoTube had become an important part of so many people’s lives, and it was still a sufficiently wonderful and convenient platform that losing access to it would make a lot of people mad. You couldn’t take all the positives for granted. Unfortunately, those who relied on YoTube to make a living were incredibly sensitive to the issues involved in trying to protect that living. Getting flagged and having no idea what exactly tripped the AI’s systems, like Sei-sama, was a huge nuisance. And because this was the first time Live-On had ever needed to deal with someone having their monetization revoked, none of us were prepared to handle it.

“Then I’d like to ask you all,” said Sei-sama. “What part of my content did YoTube-kun catch in its fetish-net?”

“...Your existence, maybe?” I offered.

“That was rather mean, Awayuki-kun.”

“Awacchi?” said Hareru-senpai.

“That’s right, Hareru-kun. Tell her off.”

“You right.”

“Hey!”

“Awayuki-chan’s answer might actually be correct,” Shion-senpai pointed out. “I swear. Sei-sama might be somewhat precocious, but YoTube-kun is just being so stubborn about it!”

“I am indeed precocious,” Sei-sama agreed. “My crotch is so precocious it’s ready to physically burst. Precociously.”

“I think you’re beyond precocious, and beyond mature,” I said. “Like you’ve already grown rotten.”

“How about you switch to streaming on an adult site, Seisei?” suggested Hareru-senpai.

“You mean become an AVTuber?” asked Sei-sama.

“I don’t think that’s quite right either...” I said.

After that, we left the joking aside and came up with some ideas for a little while. But in the end, the only real plan we could come up with was to go back through all her past videos searching for the one thing that had tripped the system, then be even more careful than before when it came to some of her more extreme content so that it didn’t happen again.

Unfortunately, Sei-sama had created a ton of videos since she’d started streaming. And even for the more extreme content, where exactly was the line? Another question we just couldn’t answer.

Obviously, the meeting had just started, so we were about to get into the weeds. It just all seemed so inefficient to me. And my senpais all seemed to feel the same way—a kind of awkwardness settled down upon us.

And just then, I had an epiphany, though it wasn’t a direct solution. “Why not do this on a stream?” I suggested.

Their eyes all focused on me.

“Your core viewers probably know your streaming history better than you do,” I explained. “They might have some good advice for you in chat. And that would also solve the problem of you wanting the rest of us to make it into a big joke.”

“Oh, I get it,” said Hareru-senpai. “A lot of Seisei’s viewers are probably worried about her. If we make a huge joke of it on stream, we’ll be able to soothe them, and maybe get closer to a solution at the same time. I think that’s a great idea, Awacchi!”

“I do feel like this meeting is quickly going to get bogged down and be a waste of time,” said Shion-senpai. “And that sounds more fun too... What do you think, Sei-sama?”

“Oh, I’d love nothing more,” Sei-sama answered. “But are you sure? Sure that you want to stream with me, I mean?”

“...Is there a problem with that?” I asked, confused. Everyone else seemed mystified at the question too.

“Oh, but I might want to have Nekomaaa participate in my place on the day of,” Hareru-senpai pointed out.

“Ah. I see...” murmured Sei-sama.

“I’ve been able to focus on my streams lately, but there’s actually a pretty important project I’m working on, so it’s about to get really busy for me.”

“Ah, right, that’s what you meant! Understood, Hareru-kun.”

...I was pretty sure I’d seen clear sadness in Sei-sama’s face when she’d heard Hareru-senpai wouldn’t be participating. It was so rare for her to show her emotions like that. She must really be nervous about the monetization thing, I thought. We’ll have to keep the mood light and get this figured out as soon as we can.

“Then let’s all make a date for us to meet up via chat. And then we can do the stream!” Shion-senpai suggested.

With that, we broke up for the day. The next day, we confirmed Nekoma-senpai’s schedule. And then, finally, we were just about to start our four-person online collab.

“I’m doing the checks now!” said Shion-senpai. “One, two... Great. No voice issues. Let’s adjust our volume now...”

“Prrr, prrr.”

“Hm? Was that Nekoma-senpai just now?” I asked.

“Nya?” she replied. “Yes, but why do you ask?”

We had a few minutes left until the stream, and while we each did our checks, I’d heard a sound like someone blowing raspberries. “Does that actually do anything?” I asked.

“Oh. Well, I think it’s supposed to alleviate tension around your mouth, which has a bunch of effects... It’s been a routine of mine ever since I started streaming.”

“I see. Maybe I should try it too—”

“Ahh, ahh, ahh, haah haah, ahhhh, ahhh! Ahh! Ahhhhh!”

“Hey. Yeah, you, the unemployed slut,” I said.

“What is it, Awayuki-kun?” replied Sei-sama.

“What are you moaning for?”

“It’s my pre-stream voice routine. I’ve been doing it for a long time.”

“That’s gotta be from when you were a sexy actress! That won’t help you at all for this kind of stream!”

“It’s just like when bodybuilders pump themselves up, y’know? When I do it, it really increases the voltage and makes me want to do it. Wanna do it with me, everyone?”

“Please don’t make this into a yuri orgy adult video,” I begged. “And you’re making my ears bleed, so please mute yourself.”

“Oh, fine. I’ll hold in my voice, I guess. But you’ll have to forgive...my hands.”

“Your hands?! You mean that wasn’t vocal practice?! You were actually touching yourself and moaning?! Is that what you mean by voltage?! What the hell are you doing? We’re about to start the stream!”

“I mean, it’s too late anyway, so why don’t we all play with ourselves until we almost climax and then start the stream like that? We’ll have a competition to see who can edge for the longest.”

“This isn’t some kind of planned-out adult video!!! Stop thinking it is!!!”

“As for me, I can hold out for three whole seconds.”

“You’d come as soon as we started the stream! You have zero grit! Even if we were doing an adult video, you’d climax while we were explaining it! The viewers would be so confused!”

“Oh, no, not at all. Common sense doesn’t apply in the world of adult videos.”

“...Really?”

“Want to try replicating it? You play the one who explains our plans to the viewers.”

“All right, fine. Here I go. Hello, and welcome, everyone! We’ve got another pervy plan coming at you to—”

“Nnnnggghhhh I’m cumming ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!”

“Shut uuuuuuuup!!!!!”

“Hmm. That didn’t work?”

“Was there anything good about it?”

“Hey, I heard you say ‘coming,’ so I just said the same word because I was trying to follow up. Didn’t you hear me?”

“No, no, that’s not right! You don’t just respond like that when you’re following up on someone! You’ll freeze the entire set. I don’t want to see any streaming accidents from you, got it?!”

The other three all said “huh” in unison.

“Right. Yes. In a way, my streaming accident went beyond even that. I’m very sorry.” Wait. Why am I the one apologizing here?

“That’s right,” agreed Sei-sama. “And you should be more sorry about it, Awayuki-kun.”

“Okay, I have a good idea,” I said. “Let’s change this stream into a grand plan to drain you of all your blood.”

“You’re venturing dangerously close to Washizu territory there, and it’s got me terrified... Huh. Anyway, everything I’ve said up until now has been a lie.”

“Nya,” said Nekoma-senpai. “I knew it all along, so I wasn’t even surprised!”

“I figured as much too,” I said. “You have a switch for horsing around that never turns off.”

“Ha ha ha ha!” Sei-sama laughed. “My apologies. Really. I thought of a funny bit after we mentioned routines, so I couldn’t help myself.”

Wait, I thought. “After” we mentioned routines? “You mean before we mentioned routines, right?” I asked.

“No, I really do moaning as a routine,” she explained. “I don’t play with myself, though, of course.”

“...You’re lying, right?” I muttered. “Tell me she’s lying, Nekoma-senpai.”

“I know this because I’m her genmate,” said Nekoma-senpai proudly. “Sei really does it every single time!”

“W-Wait! She didn’t do it during our karaoke collab!” I cried.

“I didn’t need to,” explained Sei-sama. “I was already drinking and talking with you and Shion-kun beforehand. It’s really just calisthenics to wake up my throat.”

“Please don’t try to sound logical by calling it calisthenics,” I retorted. “You almost had me convinced for a second!”

I really didn’t want to know that my senpai moans a lot before every stream, I thought. But then again... I’m more relieved by something else.

“Your voice sounds brighter than usual, Sei-sama,” I remarked.

“Hm? Does it?”

“Yes. It’s a lot clearer than when we met at the offices.”

“I don’t really know why myself,” she mused. “But I haven’t done a collab in a while. Maybe I’m excited... Right. I should rein it in a bit—”

“No, it’s totally fine,” I interrupted. “Let’s crank up the excitement even more, in fact.”

I hadn’t been able to totally predict what Sei-sama’s energy levels would be like before the stream, but to my relief, she seemed basically the same as before her monetization had been revoked. Actually, she might be having even more fun now. This is her first collab since losing monetization. Maybe that means something to her.

“Heeey, Awayuki-chaaan!” called Shion-senpai. “I’m glad you two are making a short story, but could you make sure you’re all set to go? It’s almost time to stream!”

“Oh, right!” I said. “Sorry about that!” In haste, I fished out what I’d need—from the fridge. “Pshhh! Gulp gulp gulp gulp! Phaaaahhhhh! You want a routine? Well, this is definitely mine!”

“...Nekoma-kun,” said Sei-sama. “Don’t you think Awayuki-kun’s routine is very similar to mine?”

“You’re both at rock bottom already,” Nekoma-senpai pointed out. “You probably shouldn’t be fighting against each other, nya.”

Awright! Sweet! Now that I’m all shuwa-shuwa’d up, let’s get this stream started: The Plan to Retake Sei-sama’s Monetization!

The stream began, and we got all our introductions and hellos out of the way. After that, Shion-senpai described what we’d be doing.

: Sex-samaaaa!!!

: the stream title... lol

: Retake it? when you basically handed it to them on a silver platter?

: It's a big collab! I'm just relieved you're doing well!

: LOL shuwa-chan just hanging out with the second-genners like it's nothing

Oh, right, I thought. I just realized I’m the only one here not in the second generation. “Well, I sort of got mixed up in the whole thing... I’ll do my best not to bother my senpais too much.”

“Awayuki-kun is my FWB, so she’s basically a genmate anyway,” said Sei-sama. “No problems here.”

“And you’re the only one without monetization out of us,” I continued. “Please do your best not to bother the rest of us too much.”

“Wait. I thought I was supposed to be the main character of this stream. I finally gave you FWB status, and now this? I guess this is what it’s like for someone to flip from M to S.”

“At least use a normal expression like ‘biting the hand that feeds you’ or something!” exclaimed Shion-senpai.

“That was a good tsukkomi, Shion!” said Nekoma-senpai. “As expected!”

: you can really feel the friendship from how she turned that strange joke right back around on her, tee tee!

: when you said flip from M to S I thought it was like math or physics or something

: Magnetism?

: Wanna know something amazing? If you put a magnet against your body, it feels hard, sturdy, and strong.

: none of those have to do with magnetism!

: Physics (very physically)

Hmm... I thought. We’re doing this on Sei-sama’s stream because she asked. But chat feels a little gray and lonely without all those colorful supers I’m so used to seeing. It really hammered the reality home—it was gone for her.

Despite it all, I still adored my senpai, and I wanted to get her back on her feet as soon as possible. On this stream, we had to make it all into a joke in order to alleviate her chat’s worries, then discuss with them possible ways to get her monetization back. It might be tough, but together, I know we can do it!

“Anyway, that’s enough of a hook,” said Sei-sama. “Let’s get down to business. Chat, why do you all think my monetization stopped?”

“Because of literally everything you say and do?” I offered.

“I think it’s because of how you look!” said Nekoma-senpai.

: The name Sex-sama?

: your voice is just too sexy

: PENIS

: All of the above?

: There's way too many things to point out just going through your archives. It'd take a lifetime to point them all out

: Because you exist?

“Hey, quit saying random stuff that doesn’t apply here,” chided Sei-sama. “And the only one of you who’s right is the one who said penis.”

“That’s the only wrong one, stupid!” Shion-senpai exclaimed. “What do we even do? There’s too many things to fix! We have no idea what to do!”

“If this were a test, we’d get miserable grades,” I remarked. “I’m talking Nobita-kun levels bad.”

“My crotch region is always testing itself,” Sei-senpai assured me. “All over the place, in fact.”

“When I think of your crotch going all Geddan it’s hysterical!” said Nekoma-senpai.

“Why are we even assuming Sei-sama has something attached down there?” asked Shion-senpai. “And yet then she turns around and starts talking like she doesn’t have one. I just don’t understand anything anymore...”

“It’s whatever works best in the situation,” explained Sei-sama. “Naturally, I am a girl, through and through.”

: brb, gotta make a geddan video

: LMAOOO i have several ideas why monetization would get revoked JUST from this conversation

: Sei-sama is...a girl too, you know...

: huh?

: ?????

“Anyway, we’re not getting anywhere. We can’t waste time here!” chided Shion-senpai. “I’d like to thoroughly help with all Sei-sama’s problems right here, one by one! And if you guys in chat have any ideas, keep them coming!”

“You can leave this to me,” said Sei-sama. “I have a very wide range when it comes to role-play. Plenty of add-ons and bonuses to go for too. I’m ever-changing. Phantasmagoric, if you will.”

“This will never work,” commented Nekoma-senpai.

“Now, now, Nekoma-senpai,” I said. “If there’s a challenge, you have to give it a shot before anything happens. Let’s do all we can.”

Now that we’d shared our objective with the viewers, Shion-senpai could finally put things into motion. “First off!” she declared. “If we want this stream to end on a good note, Sei-sama will be using a safety mechanism we prepared for her! Using it will make this stream safe, at least!”

“Oh?” said Sei-sama. “And what sort of thing is it, Shion-kun?”

“It’s actually several different tools, all for the purpose of shutting out any possible sensitive content points about you, Seisama!” Shion-senpai paused. “It turned into something a little forceful, though.”

“Huh?”

“Well, let’s not sweat the small stuff and just try it out! Sei-sama will be going away for a moment while she gets changed.”

“Oh, I can tell this won’t be anything good,” said Sei-sama. “But I’m the one at fault, so I can’t refuse. In fact, the idea of her doing something to me is getting me very excited. Throbbing excited, in fact.”

Twitching, Sei-sama was dragged off-screen. And then, about a minute later...

“All finished! Come on out, Sei-sama!”

“Oh. Right. Yeah, I’ll come if I can.”

“That’s what people say when they’re definitely not coming!”

“No, I’ll go. I’ll go! Ahh, I’m gonna come. I’m definitely gonna come! Ahh, I’m coming, I’m coming...”

“Where on earth are you going...? Quit fooling around and get out here!”

“Okay, okay... But are you sure? Are you sure it’s okay for me to be in public like this?”

“Yep! It’ll make the stream 100% safe, guaranteed!”

“Oh... Well, okay then. I’ll be right there.”

“Feast your eyes on this! The ultimate result of our combined wisdom!”

At Shion-senpai’s call, Sei-sama’s avatar came back onto the screen, but...

“Hey, ladies and gents! It’s your girl, Sei-sama!”

And as for what she looked like...

: what???

: THE FULL BODY PIXELATION LMAOOO

: XDDDDDD

: It's her! (With some restrictions)

: We finally got an all-ages version of Sei-sama

As the comments described, not a single part of her below her face was clearly visible. It was a pretty extreme measure.

“That looks really good on you, Sei-sama,” I complimented.

“Really?” she replied. “Do you really think so? Aren’t I supposed to be the stream’s protagonist? You’re treating me like someone you’re not allowed to show.”

“No, no! I’ve legit never seen someone look so good in full-body pixelation!”

“Yeah, but I’m pretty sure nobody’s supposed to. Pixelation is for hiding things! I can tell you’re not complimenting me, you know. I’ve seen—and been involved with—all kinds of adult videos, but this is the first time I’ve ever seen full-body pixelization.”

“A VTuber whose whole body is a reproductive organ has finally been born!” I pointed out.

“She hasn’t even been born!” insisted Sei-sama. “Because she’s completely hidden.”

“Oh, crap!” said Shion-senpai suddenly. “Sei-sama, you forgot to put this on! Here!”

“Huh? Oh. Right. Okay, Shion-kun... Wait, this... Where do I put it?”

“Over your eyes, of course!”

“Gotcha... Like this?”

“Yes, yes! Now you’re even safer for work!”

Shion-senpai had taken out a horizontal black line, just big enough to hide Sei-sama’s eyes. You know, one of those black bars they use to protect people’s identities.

“Whoa!” exclaimed Nekoma-senpai. “Covering your eyes like that makes you look like a highly mysterious chuunibyou character! Very cool!”

“Are your eyes knotholes, Nekoma-kun? The only kind of characters with full-body mosaics and black bars over their eyes are gag characters. I mean, think about what a character who looks good in this getup would even be named. They wouldn’t be named Sei Utsuki, that’s for sure. They’d be Ikuiku Binbin-maru or something, I’m sure of it,” explained Sei-sama, using a pair of words that could potentially be taken as safe for work but almost definitely weren’t meant to be.

“Well, it’s a pleasure to meet you, Ikuiku Binbin-maru!” replied Nekoma-senpai.

“Oh, great. Now she likes it. I shouldn’t have said anything. Shion Kaminari, Awayuki Kokorone, Nekoma Hirune, and Ikuiku Binbin-maru. Talk about a strange lineup. We’re gonna be sued for impurities in the water!”

“But at least now we fixed the problem with your appearance!” pointed out Nekoma-senpai. “YoTube won’t be able to say anything with you looking like this!”

“Yeah, because if I got banned like this, it would cast massive doubt on YoTube-kun’s fetishes. I’m actually terrified; I never even thought of putting pressure on him like this. Actually, now I want to test what I’d have to do to get banned in this form. Since if I managed to get banned, I’d become an immortal legend.”

“Hey, Ikubin-maru! We were going for all the jokes at first, but we’re really trying to figure out a good plan here! I won’t allow you to do such a thing!” Nekoma-senpai said.

“Oh, no. They’ve already abbreviated it. It’s over. Also, you’re the one joking around right now...”

“Now, now. We actually considered using a voice changer to get you into that super-low voice, but I held myself back. I’d appreciate some thanks, Ikuiku Chinchin-maru,” I said, swapping in the word for “penis.”

“That’s Ikuiku Binbin-maru to you,” shot back Sei-sama. “Don’t get it wrong again, Awayuki-kun... Wait, no. It’s Sei Utsuki.”

“Well, it seems like you kinda like it!” I replied.

“No. No, I don’t. It’s just that it rolls off the tongue so well that my mouth naturally just wanted to suck on some Ikuiku Binbin-maru.”

“Why did you make it sound lewd?”

“Heh heh. Did my lewd wording turn you on?”

“Are you sure you should be saying that, considering how you look?”

“How I look is all your fault!”

: The artificial turf is talking

: I am laughing so hard at even Sei-sama getting into the idea

: She doesn't usually end up being the straight man though huh

: It's because everyone is mercilessly teasing her haha

: This resolution is the lowest in the world, she's definitely Ikuiku Binbin-maru

: I'm loving these visuals. It's like if they tried to force an all-ages version of a super erotic game and there being nothing left

“Ladies, I understand this is all to prevent anything about my appearance causing an issue. But isn’t this going a little overboard?”

“We didn’t have enough time yesterday to prepare anything else!” complained Shion-senpai. “Don’t blame us!”

“I understand that, but...”

“Hey, just hold on a second, Shion-senpai,” I said. “I, Shuwa-chan, have the perfect thing for this!”

“Oh! What is it?”

“Check this out!”

I displayed a large image of StroZero on the screen. And then I dragged it over to just below Sei-sama’s neck to cover everything below the face, though she’d removed the pixelization and the black bar.

“What do you think, Sei-sama?” I asked. “This was one of the proposals for a new outfit from when I did that off-collab with Mashiron. It should fully hide your many, many elements.”

“Leaving aside why it’s StroZero, I see you hid it with an image. I guess it’s not bad, but...”

“Mgh. That’s pretty noncommittal,” I said. “You can very clearly see everything above the neck, can’t you?”

“I mean, yeah, but...”

“Now I’m angry. I’m putting the pixelation back.”

“Wait, I get it, please, stop!”

“Onto the StroZero.”

“Onto the StroZero?! I mean, maybe it is best to pixelate it, but I’m pretty sure it’s too late considering what you’ve already done!”

Sei-sama was reluctant, but understood it had to be done. I totally get her reluctance, though. Her body is important to her—her illustrator, her mama, drew it for her.

But the fact was that, character design-wise, Sei-sama’s clothing had a lot of erotic elements. It was probably best to do something about that, just to stay safe for the time being. If YoTube suddenly tightened up their standards and her current outfits were crossing the line, it would affect basically her entire stream archive. That was the one thing I really wanted to make sure didn’t happen. “I really hope your outfits are going to be all right...” I muttered.

: So much that

: hmm. i mean, there have been more...stimulating vtubers than sei-sama that get monetized just fine

: I have a feeling her current outfit is just barely safe

: I don't have a perfect grasp of the situation, but her normal outfit is probably fine

: Certain thumbnails in the past might be a little more concerning though

My comment led to the chat giving several opinions. Oh, right, I thought. We were supposed to be getting opinions from the viewers who are smarter about this stuff, right? We should get them to keep ’em coming.

There’re so many people supporting us right now. Gives me that fuzzy feeling inside...

“Thanks for your suggestions, everyone. If you think of anything at all, be sure to tell us!” Then Shion-senpai paused. “Actually, when I think calmly about it... Sei-sama, you’re usually a machine gun of dirty jokes. Are those okay? Though I’ll admit I’ve gotten pulled along into them before too.”

“Sorry,” replied Sei-sama. “I only did it because this stream is already demonetized.”

“No need to be so defiant with me... Saying stuff like that is going to mean everything we’ve tried to do, and anything we try to do from here on, will all go to waste...”

Now that the visuals were fixed, it was time to deal with her words and actions. “Sei-sama,” I said, “the stuff you say and do could stray into sensitive content sometimes. So I wonder if your dirty jokes are, well...”

“Awayuki-kun, without dirty jokes, who am I? Just a Dutch wife, that’s who!”

“I wish you’d feel weirder about calling yourself both a dirty joker and a Dutch wife.”

“What?! Coming from the one who’s both a dirty joker and a StroZero!”

“As long as the StroZero is in there, I don’t care what you say.”

“Awayuki-kun, I’m starting to think maybe we should consider your future, not mine.”

We couldn’t knock it until we tried it. It was time to get her away from that part of her sensitive content—by force, if need be. “Sei-sama, from this moment on, you’re not allowed to make any dirty jokes. All right?”

“What?!” she cried. “Are you telling me to die?! Forbidding dirty jokes? If you do that, I’m going to lick you on the tongue and then just chomp down!”

“You’d end up biting your own tongue, I think. Stop trying to slip in double entendres like that involving ‘doing’ me... You don’t seem sorry at all, do you? Well, I won’t brook any complaints! From now on, no more dirty jokes!”

“...Really?”

“Really.”

.............................

“Uuuuu... Sniff...”

She’s... She’s crying?!?!

“Oh, there there, Sei-sama,” Shion-senpai said soothingly. “What happened? You can tell me.”

“I lost my reason for living...”

“You’re staking too much of your life on dirty jokes!” I exclaimed. “The world is filled with so many things more wonderful than that! Like lemon-flavored StroZero and grapefruit-flavored StroZero and grape-flavored StroZero!”

“That’s right, Sei-sama,” added Shion-senpai. “You have a very important role to fill—you must become my baby. What are you fooling around for? I won’t let you die until I’ve raised you as much as I possibly can.”

“You should come on a journey with me to dig up all of the E.T. cartridges buried throughout the world! They only dug up 1178 of them in New Mexico, if I recall. For a mass-produced kusoge, that is far too little. I’ve got my eyes set on other places they’re buried too!”

“Waaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! These people are terrifying!!!!!”

: They should all be secured and preserved as human mutations, right now!

: Agreed. Including Sei-sama, of course.

: Who'd have thought Live-On was a research facility for getting humans to evolve?

: Like Umbrella?

: Well, first-time viewers, Harerun is actually the mastermind.

“Oh, no, look at how much she’s crying. No bullying Sei-sama, Shuwa-chan!” Shion-senpai scolded.

“Um, I feel like that wasn’t really my fault—”

“Nya-nya! You did it! You did it! I’m telling on you to the boss!”

“Well, if I wasn’t dead before, I am now. I should write that last will and testament while I can. I lived a life without regrets. Especially when I tried opening that StroZero with my left ring finger that one time. Good times. My finger caught on the can’s opening, and when I gently pulled, it got stuck on my precious ring finger. And that was the wedding ring I got from StroZero. The wedding bells rang to bless us, making the greatest ‘pshhh!’ sound I’ve ever heard, and that’s how we were married. That should do it.”

“Mama, mama, what’s that lady talking about?” said Sei-sama.

“Oh, my little Sei-sama. That’s a baby in her StroZero phase. We should leave her alone, okay?”

“Yo, baby girl, what was with those tears?” I pointed out.

“I was faking it. Also, I’ll apologize, so please don’t call me baby girl.”

: I'm pretty sure I'm not a first-time viewer, but I have no idea what's going on, so I'm probably a first-time viewer.

: Hey, no playing the "I'll call the Boss" card

: so she finally got married to StroZero LMAO

: I feel so bad for testament-kun for having that written in there

: OMG a baby in her strozero phase please i can't. lmaooo

“Hear me out, Awayuki-kun,” said Sei-sama. “To be honest, I’m pretty sure my dirty jokes don’t actually have much of an effect on anything.”

“Why’s that?” I asked, surprised.

“Because you’d have been banned already.”

“Oh... Yeah, that makes sense.” I paused. “But your jokes are more erotic.”

“I think they’re basically the same!” chimed in Nekoma-senpai.

“Yep!” agreed Shion-senpai. “You’re both super problem children, together!”

Are you kidding me? I thought. They’re putting me on the same level as Sei-sama? But that means I’m literally just sensitive-content-flavored StroZero...

“Anyway, yeah,” Sei-sama went on. “I think the problem lies elsewhere.”

“I see. You do have a point. Any other ideas, then?” I asked, finally pushing this big conference to actually look for the real problem...

“Oh. This is definitely crossing the line,” I said.

“Another candidate for deletion, huh?” agreed Shion-senpai.

“Another name for your Death Note, Shion,” said Nekoma-senpai.

“You’re all acting like you’re discussing something totally awful,” said Sei-sama. “We’re just listing all the videos that might be too much, you know.”

With our initial gallivanting calmed down, we’d been selecting videos from her archive that we thought crossed the line, with the chat’s help as well. Sei-sama’s serious fans could actually give opinions on some streams that were pretty far back. Plus, we had the perspectives of people in chat who knew more about YoTube’s AI; they helped identify problematic parts of those videos. We were listing everything in two columns: videos to definitely delete, and candidates for deletion.

The more opinions we got, the more I came to realize our limits. These viewers watched every day, and they were really helping us out. The best strategy now would be to whittle down the list of deletions so that we could finally ask for specific reevaluations, but...

“I’ve gotta say, this is some really detailed work,” remarked Sei-sama. “My eyes are starting to hurt.”

“Now, now. We’re going pretty quickly thanks to all the viewers, so let’s keep trying for a little longer, Sei-sama,” I encouraged her.

“There’re so many LOLs in the chat because of all the insane things Sei has said in the past!” noted Nekoma-senpai.

“Aha ha...” laughed Shion-senpai. “Well, I’m glad you’re all having fun! It was worth suggesting all this!”

“Don’t worry,” said Sei-sama. “I won’t break—not when I’m the one who started all this. I just wish YoTube-kun would be a little more specific about which sections are no good.”

In all honesty, I couldn’t deny feeling a bit tired myself. But it really felt like we were getting somewhere. I might be pretty let down if we get through the entire stream and still don’t have a solution, but still...

“At this point, should we all just invade the replies on YoTube’s official Cheeper account?” asked Sei-sama.

“Talk about twisting someone’s arm right off...” I muttered.

“They won’t even spare you a glance!” insisted Nekoma.

“If this was the AI making a real mistake, that would be one thing,” said Shion-senpai. “But you’re a different story altogether. Besides, none of us can speak English.”

“Come on, we can just use translation software!” insisted Sei-sama. “And there might be people in chat who can speak it!”

“Even if there were, what would we send them?” I asked.

“An apology, I guess. Let’s send them a nice little sumanko,” she suggested, combining sumimasen for “sorry” and manko for “pussy.”

“Are you trying to get yourself banned on Cheeper too? Also, that’s not even English.”

“<Sorry pussy,>” she said in English.

“<Shut up!>” I retorted.

: Considering everything that's happened so far I'm astonished how generous and patient YoTube-kun has been with you crazies

: c'mon! anyone with study abroad experience in the chat?

: Hello I graduated from Harvard's dirty joke program

: How about doing an ACTUAL year

: Japanese is really the best. Where else can you so naturally mix an apology with a female reproductive organ?

We kept on working even as we shot the breeze. With chat’s help, we continued going through Sei-sama’s stream archives.

“Here’s one that’s no good. Chupa Chups Chupa-Chupa ASMR.”

“Wait, really? AVSM isn’t allowed either?” Sei-sama asked.

“You mean ASMR,” I insisted. “Wet noises toe the line, so let’s treat it as no good.”

“Why did you even want to do this?” asked Nekoma-senpai.

“I thought maybe it was a chance to get a sponsorship,” she explained.

“But then you ruined it on purpose?” asked Shion-senpai.

“Eh, fine. Next time I’ll shill PornRub.”

“Can’t you at least go with DLsite? Also, are you even allowed to shill them?” I asked.

“With my connections, anything is possible.”

“If anyone could, it would be you, which has me at a loss...” I muttered. “Anyway, getting back on topic, most of your ASMR stuff is probably no good. It’s all too stimulating, and the thumbnails are all risqué. Good thing there aren’t that many of them.”

We continued after that, talking among ourselves until night came. Finally, we reached a breaking point and decided to wrap things up for the day. We couldn’t exactly say we’d solved everything, but Shion-senpai was liable to try and do everything on her own, so I’d be happy if Sei-sama’s monetization came back. And even if it didn’t, we’d just think of new ways to handle it. Persistence was key!

“Anyway, that about does it for this stream,” said Sei-sama. “But I’d like to express my thanks to you all first. I’m really moved by how many people are here trying to help me. To tell you the truth... There’s been a lot on my mind, and I’ve been a bit down in the dumps. While matters aren’t exactly solved yet, I think I smiled more today than I have in a while. And it’s all thanks to you. So, thank you.”

Hearing Sei-sama go out of her way to thank everyone so honestly warmed my heart and made me want to smile. She’s a cheeky one, I thought.

But everyone else seemed to feel the same way. We all gave her some words of encouragement and promises of support to mark the stream’s end.

“Heh heh!” sniffed Shion-senpai. “I’m everyone’s mama, which means I can more than handle problems like these! Once things are settled, I’m gonna wring the rest of the story out of you, so you’d better prepare yourself!”

“I can smell the same kind of weird scent from you as I do from kusoge and kuso movies! Which means you have my full cooperation!”

“Now that I’m involved with all this, I’ll stick with you. Let’s do everything we possibly can. Don’t worry—your monetization will come back,” I promised.

: I'm prepared to give a max super, so get it fixed soon please~!

: We'll be waiting!

: I'll send everything I would have sent already, so don't worry. It'll basically be the same

: Yes, that

: ahhh the warm cozy feelings

The stream window, while an inorganic object, now felt, for some reason, incredibly warm.

It was possible that getting her monetization back would take a lot of time, or there would be some kind of major problem in our way. But Live-On shared a bond, and Sei-sama was a part of that. Nothing would change.

So everything’s fine. There’s no need to worry. Time to rally myself and steadily make a joke out of it!

......At least, I’d thought we’d all joined hands, but...

Not a week later...

“My monetization is back! We did it, everyone!”

“Huh?” we all said.

......Huh?

In contrast with Sei-sama’s sprightly voice, the other three of us—Shion-senpai, Nekoma-senpai, and I (Awa)—let out a grunt to show our very sincere lack of understanding.

The four of us had all come to the office after being told that there had been some movement on our plan to get Sei-sama’s monetization back. But the moment she’d seen everyone had gotten here and sat down, Sei-sama had suddenly come out with that.

“Hm? What’s the matter, ladies?” she asked. “My monetization is finally back. You can be a little happier, you know.”

All three of our brains were still on loading screens, and our faces showed it.

Okay, sure, I get what she’s saying, of course. Her revoked monetization has been reinstated, and she’s happy about that. We all came here after being told there had been movement, but then we got a surprise announcement that the problem was solved? Is that what’s happening?

It’s just... Well...

Nekoma-senpai was the first to recover, and said the thing that was on everyone’s minds. “That was quick.”

Is this like beating the demo of a game only to find that we actually cleared the whole thing? Is that what’s happening to us...? “I-Is it really back?” I asked.

“Yup. It’ll take a bit longer for it to be applied, though,” she explained. “I got a message from the management saying I could apply for monetization again and that their investigation turned up no problems.”

“I see...” I replied. Mm-hmm. It really is swell. I’m supposed to be happy right now, I think. It’s just... It feels like they totally sidestepped us, so my body just won’t let me be happy... The problem’s solved now, right? That’s enough, isn’t it?

“...H-How?” stammered Shion-senpai, the slowest of us to recover, sounding dazed. “D-Did you delete all your past videos or something?”

“No, no, no,” replied Sei-sama. “I deleted some, but most are still there. That would have been a last resort if we really couldn’t do anything else about it.”

“But it’s still so soon...”

“Umm,” said Sei-sama. “Apparently, Hareru-kun has been doing a lot of work behind the scenes.”

“Hareru-senpai?!” we all exclaimed, shocked.

Sei-sama went on to explain it to us.

While we’d been on stream, picking out all the videos that probably crossed the line, Hareru-senpai had been spreading her own tendrils, even overseas, using her English skills. While she couldn’t get it down one hundred percent perfectly, she’d done a bunch of research on how YoTube’s screening worked, striving to get Sei-sama her monetization back.

She’d mentioned before that she had an important job. So this is what she meant...

Hareru-senpai had reported to Sei-sama, saying, “Something similar to this might happen in the future, so it was a good excuse to really nail down their standards!” with such a cool, collected face, like all she was saying was that she’d just bought lunch from the convenience store. Hareru-senpai... Truly a force to be reckoned with!

More surprising, though, was the assistance of quite a few overseas fans of Live-On, several of whom had already sent in support requests to YoTube. Apparently, that might have been part of what had sped up the platform’s response.

Hareru-senpai had been proud of it. “This is what all our hard work has done for us,” she’d said to Sei-sama. “We’ve been trying our best to show all our viewers a good time. That’s why there are people out there willing to act on our behalf when we’re in trouble.”

Essentially, it had gone like this: they’d checked the screening methods Hareru-senpai had researched against the dangerous-seeming videos we’d marked on our stream, and with the added knowledge overseas fans had regarding YoTube, they’d been able to very quickly bring the situation to a point where monetization seemed recoverable. The content that had probably tripped the alerts was her thumbnails and ASMR; they’d apparently overlooked her outfit and crazy remarks.

“I’ve gotta say, I’m so glad the worst of it is out of the way,” said Sei-sama. “It’ll be business as usual with my streams again. And I really do have all of you to thank for it.” She bowed deeply to all of us.

Seeing her really drove the point home—the problem had been solved. But just as I was starting to feel happy about it, I noticed Shion-senpai was acting weird for some reason.

Her face was red as an apple. What could be wrong? I wondered.

“Then,” she said, pausing. “Was there any point to my project...?”

...Oh, I thought. She was right. Judging by what we’d just heard, Hareru-senpai had pulled a Death Note Gevanni move and done everything in a single night. Now I’m feeling like we could have just left it all to Hareru-senpai and her temporary return to the administration team, and the result would have been the same.

“No,” said Sei-sama. “You know that list of deletion candidates we all made? It was super helpful to match that up with the screening standards. Without it, they wouldn’t have been able to reinstate my monetization so quickly.”

“But still!” complained Shion-senpai. “They could have done it if they’d needed to. If we got to the solution so quickly, then we didn’t need to do anything. The management would have sprung into action on their own!”

The more she said, the less our efforts seemed to mean. Her face went beyond red; she started to tear up.

To be frank, this project had all started when Shion-senpai had let her annoyance at Sei-sama’s attitude get to her head. The passion was all well and good, but now that the problem had been solved, it had nowhere to go. It had naturally dissipated, leaving only calm behind, and in that calmness, she’d realized we hadn’t actually achieved anything.

In other words, Shion-senpai was shaking from two emotions right now: the shame at having gotten too enthusiastic about this and the regret at not having been able to solve things ourselves.

“Maybe I... Maybe I shouldn’t have done any of that...” murmured Shion-senpai, hanging her head under the weight of the tears she seemed ready to shed at any moment.

For a moment, I wondered what to say to her.

“That’s not true! At least, not for me.”

But it turned out I didn’t have to.

Sei-sama’s declaration left no room for argument, and Shion-senpai looked up at her in surprise. The former’s eyes stared right into the latter’s, looking brisk and refreshed—like she’d made up her mind about something.

“Aha ha... This might not be very like me, but... I was worried. You know, when I lost my monetization,” explained Sei-sama, sounding a little embarrassed.

By the look of things, this was the reason behind her change when her monetization had stopped—the reason she’d always deflected questions regarding it, which she had never told us about.

“I said this before, but at first, I really didn’t think much of it. It was just one of those oh, it finally happened kind of things. But when I started to think about it a little more, I realized something...”

And now she was revealing the reason behind it all. Everyone present waited quietly for her next words.

“I realized that at this rate, I might also affect the other Livers’ monetization, like through our collabs together or something... And then even I couldn’t make light of it anymore.”

I see... I thought. Everyone in Live-On worked in one big group. Our activities went beyond our individual channels. Was that why she hadn’t shown up in anyone else’s streams since her monetization had been revoked? Still, though, I thought, we were so desperately trying to solve Sei-sama’s unseen problem that we never considered we were the cause of it...

“Heh heh. Awayuki-kun, you just thought to yourself, She was worried about us? Hey, she’s actually kind of cute sometimes, didn’t you?”

“Geh. How did you know that?”

“Written all over your face. Unfortunately, seems like I’m not that good a person.”

“Huh?”

“Ultimately, I was just being childish.” There was a bit of regret in her expression as she laughed ruefully at herself. “I tried to get rid of it, but it never went away, deep down... That fear of being alone. That maybe all the other Livers would start avoiding collabs with me and I’d be isolated. And that to avoid it, I’d have to change myself, but then my fans might not accept that. I had to be Sei Utsuki, to keep her character fully intact... It was all making a real mess in my brain, let me tell you. In the end, I couldn’t figure out what was the right answer anymore.”

...I was surprised. Sei-sama was mold-breaking enough to be considered arrogant, but her feelings were probably much more delicate than mine were.

Being able to imagine any possibility and accept it was very respectable, but that ability was by its very nature transient, quick to fall apart. I’d imagined huge castle walls in Sei-sama’s heart, but they’d actually been made of sand.

Her expression was twisted in self-deprecation, her emotions getting the better of her. She was always so gallant; I wouldn’t have been able to imagine her like this otherwise.

But when I saw it—maybe this wasn’t the right thing to think, but I felt a very human warmth from her. My relationship with her had been one of bad, enabling friends. But that was always the Sei-sama we were imagining. She had worries and struggles sometimes, just like the rest of us. Learning that made me feel almost satisfied, in a way—Sei-sama made more sense to me now.

...Come to think of it, Shion-senpai had once told me what Sei-sama was like right after the second generation’s debut. I remembered her words and actions being a little hard to understand, but didn’t everyone get flustered right after their debut?

Right now, Sei-sama felt real to me.

“Yeah, so that’s what was on my mind...” said Sei-sama. “Ha ha ha. You’re all too nice to me. You didn’t avoid me at all. You just got even more outgoing toward me. Some of you would message me worried, and others treated it all like a funny joke too. The next thing I knew, I had so many messages I couldn’t respond to them all.”

As she spoke, her expression grew brighter and brighter.

“In the end, things kinda got resolved easier than any of us thought. It’s basically all back to normal now, no problems... But you all really did save me. So, seriously, thank you.”

She smiled then, seeming just a little bit bashful.

That was satisfying. A nice, heartwarming resolution! Maybe I’ll suggest we have a celebratory collab for when her monetization officially returns! I thought, my mood bright and clear.

“...that......”

“Shion-kun?”

But one of my senpais did not seem happy.

“...! What’s that supposed to mean?! Don’t dodge the issue here!!!”

“Whoa!” Nekoma-senpai and I said out of reflex. Shion-senpai was actually pissed (for the second time since this all began).

“The more I hear about your worries, the stupider they sound! I, at least, was coming at this whole thing fully prepared for my own monetization to get revoked—no, for my channel to get banned, but as long as we solved the problem in the end and could laugh together again, I was fine with that! I wasn’t solely responsible for building up my own channel, and neither were you! We all helped each other! You remember what it was like right after the second generation debuted! Everything was so unstable, up in the air, and we were all frantic! But we got through it by working together, remember?! I’ve never, ever thought your channel didn’t matter to me because it wasn’t mine! It’s something we all worked so hard to build! I was willing to do everything I possibly could, no matter how hard it was, to get to that happy ending!!! And yet... You were thinking something totally different? If you were that worried about everything, why didn’t you rely on us more? Were you trying to treat us like total strangers? And it wasn’t just me—everyone at Live-On was worried sick about you! And yet... This is so incredibly, unbelievably, ridiculously rude of you!!!”

As Shion-senpai’s continuous eruption of emotions poured out of her, you could see her face change—it stayed red, but now it was the red of rage, not embarrassment.

“No, wait a minute, Shion-kun,” insisted Sei-sama. “There’s a good reason for—”

“Shut up!” cried Shion-senpai. “You’re heartless and insensitive and I don’t care about you anymore!!!!!”

Despite Sei-sama’s hasty attempt at defending herself, the exploding Shion-senpai cut her off, then flung open the door and ran out of the room.

Hmmm... I thought. Maybe she got a little too emotional, but when I think about it, I can empathize with how she’s feeling. A lot of it had to do with how invested she’d been in this whole matter.

Sei-sama looked like she was at a loss for what to do; it was all so sudden. So I asked, “Aren’t you going after her?”

“Awayuki-kun...”

“She was willing to save you even if it hurt her. She just wanted to see you smile again. And you still have something to say to her, don’t you?”

“...Yeah. Thanks!” she said, her expression sharpening. She then burst out of the room in pursuit of Shion-senpai.

That expression was very similar to the kind she always wore—but this time, it looked way cooler.

“Phew...” I breathed.

“Nya ha ha ha!” laughed Nekoma-senpai. “Well, good work. As a reward, I’ll give you a massage!”

We hadn’t been here for very long at all, but it felt like so much had happened. Once the two of them were gone, I felt a strange feeling wash over me—liberation, accomplishment maybe. When Nekoma-senpai saw me exhale, she started rubbing my shoulders.

“Mm... I feel like I’m not supposed to let a senpai do this stuff for me...” I commented. “It does feel nice, though.”

“It’s fine, no worries! You worked really hard, even though you only got mixed up in this by coincidence.”

“Isn’t it the same for you, though?”

“Well, I’m her genmate and her friend. At first, I was waiting to see how she’d handle it, but I always intended to step in at some point.”

“In that case, I’m her kouhai and her friend, and I couldn’t just sit by and watch. That’s all.”

“Nya-nya?! How are you such a good girl?! I don’t understand! Come, come, come, I’m gonna massage you until you’re loose as jelly!!!”

“W-Wait, Nekoma-senpai! You’re being too rough! You’re gonna dislocate my shoulders!”

And so time passed as I horsed around with Nekoma-senpai, ever the mischief-lover.

“Sei does seem like she’s finally gotten a little more honest with herself, though,” remarked Nekoma-senpai.

“Huh? The way you said that... You realized all this about her before?”

“Well, we’ve been together since our debut, you know? I don’t know all the details, but I always knew she was actually kinda delicate. That’s why I’ve only ever called her Sei, not Sei-sama.”

“Ohhh. So that’s why you drop the -sama even though Shion-senpai keeps it.”

“In my opinion, Shion is the dense one here. Like she doesn’t know how honest Sei is being. I guess that’s one of her good points, though.”

I could tell from her words that Nekoma-senpai thought a lot about those two. Apparently that stuff she’d told me after the kusoge stream hadn’t been a lie.

And now I could understand her telling me that we weren’t the main characters this time. This story had to remain all about Sei-sama and Shion-senpai, not us.

In any case, it struck me that while Sei-sama and Nekoma-senpai both came across as happy-go-lucky—albeit each in her own way—Nekoma-senpai seemed much, much cleverer. The fact that she was able to take a step back and watch over the two rabble-rousers made her seem more mature. Maybe she’d always been the one in a guardianship position, not Shion-senpai.

Well, anyway, to sum up my thoughts about this incident...

“Sei-sama is such a handful, isn’t she?”

“You’ve got that right!”

As we reflected on everything that brought us here, Nekoma-senpai and I laughed with each other for a little while.

I didn’t know what Sei-sama and Shion-senpai talked about after all that, but we were certain it was something very meaningful.

It’s the last act, Sei-sama. You’d better show her your cool side!

Chapter 3

Starting Sound (Shion)

Sei Utsuki burst out of the room in frantic pursuit of Shion Kaminari, but the Live-On offices weren’t big enough to play tag in. When Sei caught up to her, Shion was on a landing in the emergency stairwell, balled up in a corner, head down.

Thankfully, nobody else was around. Shion realized Sei was behind her, but made no move to turn to look. Still, she didn’t try to run away again either.

Sei hesitated for a moment, not knowing what to say to her. But she made up her mind, believing that if she were to leave now, it would be by far the biggest display of rudeness toward everyone who had helped her.

“Umm...” she said. “I’m sorry. I’m not really sure what to say, but... For now, just, I’m sorry.”

“...I don’t understand.”

I don’t understand. That was how Shion had managed to put the complicated feelings in her heart into words.

“I...” she stammered. “I really thought of you as someone precious. And Nekoma. Both of my genmates are good friends. Special people that I’ve gotten through a lot of difficulties in life with. I thought of you both like soldiers who go through a war together would think of each other. But... It doesn’t seem like you did, Sei-sama.”

“Shion-kun...”

“Was it just me? Sei-sama, I really, really...” Shion paused, then gave a little laugh. “But I guess I was just being conceited and misunderstood. Do you really only think of me as someone from work?”

“No! No, I don’t!”

“Yes, you do!!! And if you don’t, why didn’t you ever say anything?!” She choked up again. “Sorry for yelling at you. I must be such a bother to you right now. I’m really, really sorry. I got my own hopes up, and I got hurt...”

“Calm down, Shion-kun. You’re wrong! That’s not how it is!”

“Look, it’s... It’s fine now. I know someday we’ll be able to look back on today and laugh. Wounds heal. So I’ll be fine. I’m fine, okay?”

“Please, listen to what I’m saying for one—huh?”

Unable to stand how miserable Shion’s back looked, Sei pulled her so they were face-to-face, meaning to somehow get her to listen. And she tried—but then her words left her.

Shion had on the same calm smile as she always did. Her cheeks, though, were streaked with tears.

Seeing that hurt Sei so, so much. And at last, she understood just how deeply her actions had hurt Shion.

“It’s all so weird...” stammered Shion. “I’m so dumb... And selfish. I know from experience that sadness like this won’t last forever, but...”

Wounds did heal. But if they were too big, they’d never heal perfectly.

“Why am I crying over something like this?” she continued. “Why is it so painful? I know I must look so funny, the woman who misunderstood everything—so why won’t the tears stop? Ha ha, I guess even my tear ducts are being dumb now...”

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry!”

Sei’s body moved before she could think. She embraced Shion—held her tight.

But the tears continued to flow, on and on, even faster this time. And each one of those falling droplets was composed of Shion’s feelings for Sei...

Sei continued to hold her until her tears finally stopped. To the two of them, it had felt like such a long time, yet also the briefest of moments.

“Sorry. I’m okay now.”

“Yeah.”

“...Umm... I’m okay now.”

“Yeah.”

“No, like, this isn’t a ‘yeah’ situation, Sei-sama. Umm, I’m fine, so I was thinking maybe you could let go now.”

“Yeah.”

“You say yeah but then your arms get tighter! I’m fine, so just let go!”

“I don’t want to.”

“Whyyy...” Shion began to squirm, embarrassed at having cried.

But Sei persistently refused to release her. The tears may have ended, but the problem was still far from fixed. Sei decided she’d hold on to Shion like this until she was done saying everything she needed to say.

Shion sighed, seeming to realize it. “All right, fine,” she said, reluctantly relaxing. “Anyway... What are you trying to do?”

“There are things I still haven’t told you, Shion-kun. But I was running away from them. I’m sorry about how uncool that must have been. But I’ve made up my mind now.”

“Oh... Okay. What did you want to talk about?”

“Well, it’s just... It’s not that I didn’t want to rely on you for anything. I... I just couldn’t.”

“Why not?”

“Well, you know. Because I’d end up liking you.”

“What’d you just say?! Raaahhh!!!”

“Guphahahhhhhhh?!”

Shion let out a roar the likes of which Sei had never heard before, then let loose a mighty kick that connected directly with Sei’s crotch!!!

“A-Ahhh?! Oww! Oww! Owwwww?!”

“You’re the worst! This is important! Don’t fool around like that!!!”

“Oww! Oww! Oww! Oww!”

“Quit making weird noises and make excuses instead, dammit!!!”

“ ”

When the second of Shion’s megaton kicks landed on Sei’s vital spot, her vision went black! Unable to hold herself up, she fell into Shion, who now found herself supporting her.

“Mmmm?!?!”

And at that moment, by some miracle, Sei’s lips gently met Shion’s, silencing her crazed yelling.

“...Ah!!! M-My apologies, Shion-kun, I just saw the Sanzu River right in front of me. And then I asked for details and—wait, what?”

“Oh, uh... You kissed me to comfort me? That was a pretty romantic thing to do...”

“What?”

“That was my first time, but... Eheh heh. Now what? Oh, jeez! Now I just don’t know what to do!”

“...Ahh. I see.”

By the time Sei had woken up, their lips had already parted. At first, she wasn’t sure what Shion was talking about, but after seeing her face right in front of her and gauging her reaction, she figured out what had taken place.

At the same time, she cursed God for not being able to feel the sensation of taking Shion’s first kiss, but she was certain that if she mentioned that, she’d definitely end up crossing the Sanzu River at a crawl.

Shion-kun, it looks like your first kiss went to a sexy actress VTuber who has always been a lesbian and whose mind has broken after getting kicked in the crotch. I’m really sorry. It’s not romantic—it’s a roman-kick. Like that, she groveled in her mind, but avoided mentioning any of it.

Fortunately, Shion’s anger seemed to have been quelled for the moment. Maybe this was her only chance to go for it. Sei rallied herself, then grabbed Shion’s shoulders to keep them both from running away and set a steady stare on her. “Shion-kun,” she said.

“Yes?!”

“About what we were talking about. I wasn’t joking—I was being serious.”

“What we were talking about?”

“About liking you.”

“Um, oh, right, that stuff! Wait, how is that a reason you wouldn’t rely on me for things?”

“Well, that is...” Sei trailed off again. This reaction wasn’t something she’d anticipated. “Umm, do you understand what I’m trying to say? When I say like, I mean the romantic kind. You know I’m all in on other girls as romantic partners, right?”

“Duh, since before your debut! I’m asking you to explain how that all connects to any of this!”

“Uhhh...” Finally, Sei started to feel very confused. She didn’t understand. She just didn’t understand. How is this girl so... So...

“If you like me, then you should rely on me! Liking me means you want to be with me, right? Then why would you push me away?!”

How is she so naturally accepting of this kind of friendliness from the same sex?! “Hang on a second!” begged Sei. “My head is literally spinning right now, so give me a second to sort through all this!”

“Hmm? Um, sure?”

Sei practically had a headache now—this situation didn’t match any of what she’d learned or seen or experienced in her entire life. She broke down the conversation and decided to go through each thing at once.

“Okay, so first, there’re two major reasons I was being so weirdly distant during this whole thing. The first was because I genuinely didn’t want to cause anyone else trouble; like I explained to everyone, I was worried about this affecting them. And I don’t really like showing weakness in the first place. And the second thing is what I just said before—that if I get any closer to you, I’m liable to actually start having romantic feelings for you... Ahh, screw this. It’s getting really embarrassing trying to explain. Anyway, that’s the long and short of it.”

“Yeah, I got all that. What else?”

“What do you mean, what else?” repeated Sei, utterly baffled, unable to hide the pure astonishment on her face. “Do you actually understand what I’m saying now? I’m saying I might accidentally fall in love with you.”

“Ohh, yeah... Eheh heh. It’s kind of embarrassing to have you say such nice things so many times!”

“...Am I actually awake right now? I’ll try pinching myself in the nipple... Yep, hurts and feels good.”

“H-Hey, what the heck are you doing?!”

“Oh, sorry. I just wanted to make sure this is real life.”

“Don’t people usually pinch their cheeks for that?! Instead you’re talking about loving someone and then pinching your own nipple. It’s a little scary!”

“There! That’s it!” Hearing the thing she wanted to say buried within Shion’s tsukkomi, Sei reflexively interrupted. “You heard what I said, but you weren’t scared or put off by that part at all?”

“Huh? I mean, pinching your nipple in front of me is scary and off-putting.”

“No, I mean, separate from all that.”

“You mean about you coming to like me? Why would that scare me, coming from you?”

No matter how many times Sei repeated that in her head, she couldn’t sense any negative emotions from Shion’s tone of voice.

“At first I was mad because I thought you were joking, but I guess you were being serious. I mean, you did, um, just kiss me! Eheh heh!” Shion put her hand to her cheek and started squirming around, her expression one of rapture.

Despite having gotten her answer, Sei doubted even more that the moment she was living in was actually real life. “I don’t get your reaction. It’s almost like... Like you’re happy about it.”

“Huh? Well, of course I’m happy you said you like me! Part of me was mad because I thought you hated me!”

Unable to hold it in any longer, Sei asked the question as directly as she could, in spite of all the fear she had for the answer—the fear that had been doggedly following her for so long. “...Does that mean you like me too? We’re both girls, you know.”

“Huh?”

“........................”

For a few moments, they stared silently at each other.

For Sei, it was suffocating, and the tension and nervousness showed on her face. As for Shion, she basically had a big question mark on her face for a while, until suddenly—

“Wait, we’re both girls?!?!” she cried, like a scientist making the discovery of the century.

“You... You mean you didn’t notice until now?!”

“Yeah, I just realized it...”

“That’s like the most important part!”

“L-Look! I’m having to deal with all of Live-On’s clowns day in and day out, so at this point it’ll take a lot more than that to surprise me!”

“I mean, I guess all the Livers I’ve come into contact with—all women—are ones who want to propose not only romance but outright sex to me, or ones who want to become a mommy to all the other ones, but still!”

“A-Awayuki-chan is one thing, but I’m not that weird!”

“You? Not weird? If we lived in a world where you weren’t weird, there would be more nurseries than convenience stores. No age limit either—anyone’s welcome if they want to be a baby.”

“Ugh. To think I’d been so violated by the Live-On environment without realizing it...”

The environments people were raised in, and the times themselves—and all their ethical perspectives and common sensibilities—were always changing. The rules people followed were all ultimately rules created by people. Live-On had a lot of especially crazy people in it, and they’d made their own, unique utopia, cut off from the rest of the world.

No, no, wait. Rolling with the punches a little too much, there...

Seeing how high Shion’s Live-On affinity was, Sei finally began to doubt her own position as possibly being actually a commonsense one, compared to everyone else.

“But I guess we are both girls, huh...” continued Shion. “It happens in fiction, but it’s still kind of rare in society...”

Sei sighed, then brought the topic back around. “Do you finally get it now?” Whether that sigh was frustration at Shion, reverence toward Live-On, or perhaps a moment’s hope blinking in the back of her mind—

“Anyway, yeah,” Sei said. “You get it now. The LGBT liberation movement is spreading, but most people still get freaked out when they end up on the receiving end of feelings like these from someone of the same sex. I know that pretty well from experience.”

“I see. Both girls... Awawawa... Wait, then that means I like... I like...”

Sei continued her monologue as Shion started to look down and mumble to herself. “I used to be even more standoffish in the past. I didn’t like dealing with other people very much. But ever since joining Live-On... You kind of barged in through my door, and I started actually talking to people more. It was a place that would accept me, and I was honestly having a lot of fun. But... I was the one with the problem. I started to realize while doing things with everyone that I was starting to venture beyond just friendship with you.”

Shion mumbled again, then yelped a little.

“But we can’t go any further than this. If I had accepted your help during all this... I definitely would have fallen for you. That’s basically why I’ve been so weird about dealing with the whole thing.”

“Hohhh! Hohhh!”

“So I... Wait, Shion-kun, are you listening?”

Shion had begun to fidget restlessly, head still down. Every so often, she’d let out a yelp or a whimper or something, like she couldn’t endure it anymore. Sei was confused; it didn’t exactly match up with what she was saying.

“...Um. Yeah. Right, yeah. Wait. What? Oh, sorry! I wasn’t really listening!”

“Huh?!” Sei cried, the most surprised she’d been in this series of surprises.

“Umm, what were you saying?”

“...! Fine, never mind!” spat Sei, turning away. Naturally, the words were filled with anger at Shion for not listening to her trying to be serious.

But—Shion, for her part, had been having a very important conversation of her own with herself. And she’d finally come to an answer.

“So in conclusion,” continued Sei, “I’d like to keep a certain distance between us moving forward!”

“Huh...?”

“And not just with you. I want to keep everyone else at a certain distance too, in order to make sure the same thing doesn’t happen again. For all my fans, I have to protect my status as Sei Utsuki, the VTuber. I can’t put my position at Live-On in jeopardy for personal reasons.”

“Hey, wait a—”

“I really didn’t want to have to tell anyone about this. I didn’t want anyone to hate me, despite who I am. Especially not you. But then I hurt you by not telling you, so I gathered up my courage and said it. I hope you can respect my courage, and even if you hate the real-life me, you’ll continue to work with Sei Utsuki without being unfriendly.”

“Um... That isn’t...” Shion stammered, clearly confused at Sei trying to give up. Shion had realized her own feelings during her conversation with herself. She really didn’t want Sei to end their talk like this. “R-Right! I love you too, Sei-sama!”

“Hm? Aha ha. Thanks. In that case, I’d really appreciate it if you didn’t avoid me too obviously.”

“No, I mean, not that, I... When you said you’d come to like me, even after I realized we were both girls, um, I didn’t hate that at all! I was actually happy about it!”

“R-Really? Hey, you don’t have to butter me up. No need to be overly thoughtful.”

“I-I-I-I’m not buttering you up! A-Also, when you kissed me before! My heart was going crazy, you know! There wasn’t any loathing in there! My heart was pounding so much I thought it might stop, and I got worried about my lips being dry, and I was just so happy I couldn’t even think about anything past that!!!”

“Sh-Shion-kun? Do you understand what you’re saying? Also, I didn’t feel what it—er, never mind.”

“I get it! I know! But I’m saying it anyway! A-Also, I like your face! It was good when you first talked to me too, if I’m being honest! Um, and also, I’m pretty calm about doing collabs and stuff with you, but I actually really like your dirty jokes! I laugh at them a lot off stream!”

“Oh... I-Is that right? Thanks?”

“But more importantly!”

“?!”

Originally, it was supposed to be Sei comforting Shion as she sat disheartened in the corner. At some point, though, Sei started to feel herself pushed back by a strange pressure coming from Shion, and ended up in that corner herself. Then Shion did a kabe-don with both arms, clearly not willing to let Sei leave, creating the exact opposite situation as before.

Even though Shion was taking the offensive in a very picturesque way, surprisingly, she’d just let her emotions do it for her—she’d abandoned all thought. If she’d witnessed this scene from a few feet away, she wouldn’t have even known what she was doing. Her mind was spinning.

This was all for the one she loved. She didn’t care how embarrassing it was, or how poorly she could form words right now—if she wasn’t totally up-front about telling Sei her feelings, it would hurt her massively. So she made up her mind.

“You love me, don’t you?! Then what are you doing trying to give up right at the starting line?!”

“Love? No, I meant that I might fall for you, that’s all—”

“That’s the same thing! It’s too late! And if you love me, then win me over!”

“What?! You’d want me to try and win you over?! It’s not off-putting for you?!”

“Nobody ever said it was! I was really, really happy!”

“But that’s... But, but—”

“No buts! What, are you going to back out of this after coming so far?! Because if you do, then you don’t like me like you said you do!”

“What?! No, it’s because I like you so much that I’m worrying about it!!!”

“Why don’t we just go out, then?! Do you have it in you to go out with me?!”

“Yeah, I can do it! Requited love? Of course I’d go out with you, you nitwit!!!”

“Then I guess we’re a couple now!!! So you better get yourself ready for that!!!”

“You’ve got some nerve, you know that?! I’m going to suck you down to your bone marrow, so prepare...yourself...?”

.....................

“Aaaaaahhhhhhh?!?!” they both screamed.

With Sei responding to Shion’s energy in kind, this time, they simply threw their true feelings at one another, regardless of society or the past or any of that. And now that those feelings were out, they started to calm down—only to finally realize what it was they’d just been saying and cringe at their own awkward, teen romance movie-like displays of youth...

“Umm. Hey, I’m, umm, sorry, I guess.”

“What are you apologizing for, Shion-kun? I should be the one saying sorry.”

“No, it’s just... Aha ha. I don’t know either.”

When their embarrassment had faded somewhat, but their faces were still indescribably hot, the two of them took a seat side by side on the stairs, calmed down, and started talking again.

“So, Shion-kun, we’re, uh... We’re dating now, right?”

“Y-Yeah, I guess so!”

“So that means that...you like girls, right?”

“Huh? Oh... I don’t really get it, I guess. It might sound weird from how old I am, but I haven’t really had any experience with romantic feelings before now. Still, though...”

Shion paused, bringing her gaze—which she’d been averting in embarrassment—over to look straight into Sei’s eyes before continuing. And the words she now spoke were the true feelings that Shion wanted to tell Sei the most, but they’d felt somehow abstract before. This time, now that she was calm, they could take form.

“I love you because I love you. Who needs more of a reason than that?”

Sei sucked in her breath.

“And it’s not just about ‘love’ in the sense of romance either. There’re people who love VTubers or books or things nobody else understands. But I love you no matter who would deny it, and that’s all that matters. If we’re not breaking any laws or bothering anyone else, nobody else has a right to complain.”

...Ahh...

And then Sei slowly let out that breath, along with the tension in her body.

I think I was drawn to you because, deep down somewhere, I knew you would think that way.

Sei leaned over, practically falling into Shion and embracing her.

“Oohhhhh wh-wh-wh-wha-what’s wrong?!”

“Nothing. It’s just that you’re right. It’s not that I might fall in love with you—I really do love you. Is that okay?”

“O-O-O-O-Of course it’s okay! I was just surprised!”

Sei saw the other girl start to panic, her face all red, and grinned. This was how the one calling herself everyone’s mama should be. And she was surprised at herself too, for how naturally she was able to smile. The last time she’d really smiled had been before her monetization had been revoked.

Apparently this all has been affecting me a lot more than I thought it was, she thought. My streams lately haven’t been that great, and I can see it. I’ll have to make a good recovery from now on.

“Oh.”

But as the words “from now on” came to mind, ironically, she realized another problem.

“Hm? What’s wrong?” asked Shion.

“Er, I was just thinking about what we should do about streaming. Should we go public with our relationship?”

“Why wouldn’t we? Oh, wait. Are you worried about criticism? We’re already the standard ship in Live-On, you know.”

“Well, yeah, but... I have the Sei Utsuki character, you know? If we just make it all public, I feel like her character will kind of get distorted.”

“I don’t think that will happen.”

Just as Sei was once again beginning to doubt her decision, Shion once again brushed away the approaching shadows.

“You’re both Sei Utsuki the character and Sei Utsuki the human, aren’t you? That’s one of the charms that only VTubers have. They change over time, grow, and sometimes make mistakes. They feel so alive that viewers will encourage you, and cheer for you, and be on your side. So!”

Shion quickly got to her feet.

“Don’t pretend to be Sei Utsuki—just be her!”

And then she held out a hand to Sei.

“And besides!” she continued. “I came to Live-On because I wanted to throw away my stability and reliability to walk my own path! So come with me!”

“............”

That isn’t fair, thought Sei. How am I supposed to say no when you have that kind of look on your face?

But she didn’t have a reason to refuse at this point. Shion had beautifully put together all the scattered pieces of the puzzle of her heart.

She wouldn’t hesitate. She wouldn’t be afraid. She’d just keep taking those steps forward.

“...Right! I want to keep on living with you—and everyone else!”

What began as a pair of awkwardly clasped hands that could come apart at any moment finally tightened up, binding them together...

Awayuki here. Repeat, Awayuki here. I’m currently trembling with the worst case of bloodlust I’ve ever had.

You see, after Shion-senpai and Sei-sama left the room, Nekoma-senpai and I also left, not wanting to bother them anymore.

But ever since then, my heart’s been beating kind of fast. What’s going on? I doubt it would happen, but I hope Sei-sama didn’t ruin the situation by shooting off a bunch of dirty jokes and getting kicked in the crotch and dying. That’s a weird way to worry about her, but I’m worried nonetheless.

And you know what happened next? That night, they were streaming together, and then on Cheeper they came out and said something, you know?

In haste, I jumped over to their stream, right? They reported their monetization would be coming back soon, and Sei-sama explained everything, including how she felt, right? And then a moment later, the two of them started talking to each other like lovers and flirting and what the heck is going on, I ask you? What, are they now a couple, is that it, what’s going on on on on on on?

Wait, are they for real? What’s Sei-sama doing winning Shion-senpai’s heart like that? Wait, this is all so sudden, am I not understanding something something SOMETHING???

“Yeah, so that’s the story, ladies and gents. Now that you know what’s going on beneath the surface with me, some of you might think I’m pathetic or not the person you imagined. But it’s who I am. Not just someone who loves dirty jokes and girls—I have this side of me too. Kinda emo, huh? Don’t you think so, ‘Shion’?” Sei said, without any honorifics.

“Eheh heh, being human is pretty important, huh? ‘Sei’ may now be both my child and my girlfriend, but we’ll both still do our best to make Live-On even more exciting for you all!”

“Aha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!” they both laughed.

“SHUT UUUUUUUPPPP!!!!!”

The three of us on our voice call—Hareru-senpai, Nekoma-senpai, and I—all shouted at the same time, and we saw the chat fill up with equally heartwarming curses like that.

...And when Sei-sama and Shion-senpai smiled upon seeing them, they looked for all the world like girls who truly shine—just like Live-On always called its members.

Epilogue

“Hello!”

“Oh, Awayuki-chan is here!”

“Yo, Awa-chan. We’ve been waiting.”

One day, off stream, I hopped into a voice call with Hikari-chan and Mashiron. It was a little earlier than when we’d planned to meet, but the two of them seemed to have nothing else to do, so they’d been passing the time chatting. It happened a lot with the third generation.

“I guess we’re just waiting for Chami-chan now?” I asked.

“Yep,” replied Mashiron. “She didn’t say she’d be late, so she should be here in a moment.”

“Umm, hello?”

“Hey, there she is!” exclaimed Hikari-chan. “The final piece of the puzzle, right on cue! So cool!”

She was right. Chami-chan had entered the call exactly as we’d started talking about her, almost as if she’d heard us.

Chami-chan giggled a little. “I actually noticed right away when Hikari-chan and Mashiro-chan came into the call.”

“Wait, you did?” I asked. “Why didn’t you join them? Were you busy?”

“No, I just started thinking how bad it would feel if I joined and then they had to stop their conversation. When you went in, Awayuki-chan, I knew it was my chance!”

“Then you really were aiming for that moment! You never grow out of that scaredy-cat nature of yours, huh? We’re genmates, remember? We’ve been together for so long already!”

The other three girls all started laughing—partly because of how funny Chami-chan was acting, but there was another reason too. And I, the one who’d made the comment, caught on to it and joined the circle of laughter.

“Heh heh,” Mashiron chuckled. “Been together for so long, huh? You knew exactly the comment to make in this situation. I expected nothing less!”

“Are you getting better at your witty retorts?” asked Chami-chan. “I couldn’t help but burst out laughing, even though I was the target.”

“No, that was totally an accident!” I insisted. “But I guess saying that by accident might make it even more perfect, considering the situation...”

Hikari-chan laughed. “Well, you set the mood! Why don’t we get started?”

With everyone’s agreement, I took a deep breath, then read the topic of today’s agenda out loud to everyone:

“Without further ado, let’s start our Meeting to Decide What to Do For the Third Gen’s First Anniversary!!!”

Afterword

Thank you for purchasing the fourth volume of VTuber Legend: How I Went Viral After Forgetting to Turn Off My Stream, or just VTuber Legend for short. I’m the author. Nana Nanato.

While Sei sort of took center stage, casting suspicion on this volume for having the highest density of dirty jokes ever in the series, did you enjoy it? The cover, by the way, takes place after the story in the book, during a stream where Sei gets interrogated by Shuwa.

In terms of what stood out this time, it was probably the yuri element. It was always a bit of spice I wanted to add into this mainly comedy series, but I really kind of went for it in Volume 4. In that sense, this book might feel somewhat different from the others.

Another notable element was the second generation’s activities. Sei ended up being the main focus of Volume 4, but to be fair, I wrote this one meaning for it to be a story of all the second-genners, not just her.

I hope you’ll all continue to support the girls who were around during the dawn of Live-On.

Additionally, aside from smaller additions and corrections to the web version, the ending had a somewhat large change made to it. I think it’s easier to read as a full novel this way, and I like how it turned out, but just remember that both versions are VTuber Legend.

To go into a little more detail, for the sake of pacing, I left part of the events leading to the return of Sei’s monetization up to Hareru’s all-powerful skills, which makes me want to write a side story about how she solved everything.

In any case, the series will be continuing! Volume 5 will be all about the third generation. Like the epilogue mentioned, they’re on the cusp of their first anniversary. As always, it’ll be a crazy, incoherent story that I hope will put a smile on everyone’s faces.

To wrap this afterword up, I’d like to sincerely thank everyone involved in producing this fourth book, as well as all the readers who have been supporting me.

Thank you again for Volume 4! Let’s meet again in Volume 5.

Oh, and that SEGA story from the Castella chapter? Mostly a true story.